'… … What is that?'
There was nothing in particular to do, so Lize, who had been blankly looking out the window in her room, opened her eyes wide and looked down.
It was because he had seen the new recruits and Inerma leaving the castle on their own at this late hour. The sleep that had been creeping up on him suddenly disappeared. Lize immediately jumped up from her seat.
Judging from the fact that Inerma went ahead and the newbie followed, it was not the newbie who suggested that they go out. In other words, it was the blind woman who persuaded the newbie first.
'How dare you try to flirt with the man I had chosen first without any morality?'
I didn't know why those two were going out, but the fact that a man and a woman were going out at this hour of the night was a problem in itself.
For example, if you're just wandering around outside like that, you might suddenly make eye contact in a secluded place and end up having outdoor sex right there.
Lize, who had a fantasy of how Erica would mercilessly slap her on the back if she heard her say something crazy, followed the two of them and jumped out the window.
It was the beginning of a stalking.
"...."
"...."
I was taken out for a night walk after receiving an unexpected offer, but I had nothing to say inside, so there was no way I could open my mouth once I got out. We walked and walked quietly without saying a word.
Even though she clearly couldn't see ahead, Inerma walked on as if nothing had happened. I was nervous that she might bump into something, but it seemed like it was a needless worry.
Because it was quite late, the streets were extremely quiet. The only thing that illuminated the path was the slowly setting moon.
"Where are we going now?"
"There's nothing set in place. It's literally a walk. I just wander around without a destination."
With that, we fell silent again, and the walk eventually led to a small forest inside the city. It was the forest where the moon-hanging tree I had told the knight commanders was located.
The night forest had a rather eerie atmosphere, but I didn't care at all. It was a forest without any monsters or anything. There was no reason to be afraid of it.
The reason people are afraid of these places is because of that creepy feeling of not knowing what's going to happen, but I already know this is a safe place, so there's no reason to be scared.
If something different from what I expected pops out here, then it'll be a little scary from then on.
I glanced to the side to see if Inerma might fall over. To my dismay, she was following along well.
He was in a strange position, with his head turned to the left, showing me only the back of his ear and the back of his head.
And yet, strangely enough, he walked straight ahead without falling or staggering.
I thought so too, and walked. Surely he wouldn't suddenly start screaming and running at me with his limbs twisted like in some horror movie.
"… … Newbie knight."
When I entered the forest and felt like quite some time had passed, Inerma opened her mouth. She still had her head turned to the opposite side. I stopped walking, wondering what she was trying to say.
"Aren't you scared?"
"Are you scared? What?"
"The actions you have taken so far."
"...?"
Inerma also stopped walking. But he still looked in the opposite direction from me until the end.
"I don't really know what that means."
"That's true. Aren't you scared of the things you've done so far?"
I thought back carefully on the things I had done so far.
I defeated a human butcher with a single sword in prison, fought with Lize during the entrance exam, and single-handedly defeated a headless armored cavalryman.
I think these are the three things I told Inerma.
The story of killing the lord using a book possessed by a demon was not something that could be told to an outsider, so it was kept quiet, and naturally, what happened after that should also be kept quiet.
Oh, did you tell me about that golden knight that you beat up? I don't know because it wasn't me who told me, but Lize who bragged about it.
"Why are you scared of that?"
"These are things that could lead to death. Isn't it natural to be scared?"
'Is that so?'
I thought about my words for a moment.
Of course, when I first realized that the Bella Mode was applied, I was honestly anxious about having to go after a human slaughterer that had been greatly enhanced by the enemy enhancement mode.
But it was ambiguous whether I could call that fear.
It was an action I had already done thousands of times, and it was an opponent who had the entire relativity formula in his head. So, as long as I didn't make a mistake or get off track, there was no reason for me to die.
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Of course, there was a sense of anxiety that I might make a mistake. But it wasn't a feeling of fear or dread at all.
Anxiety and fear seem similar, but they are different emotions.
"I didn't really think about it, but I don't think I really felt that way. As long as I don't make mistakes, I won't have to die, right?"
Honestly, I still can't quite believe that I'm in Blizzard 4.
There is no need to solve basic human physiological phenomena.
A horse never gets tired, no matter how far it runs or how heavy it carries.
No matter how hard you push your body, you don't feel tired.
Sleep is not essential either, and I feel like I sleep just because I have to at night.
Things that I usually just ignored, saying, "It's just a game," were unfolding right before my eyes, so it was a situation that was too unrealistic to feel like reality.
If someone suddenly appears and terminates the game, it's not really a VR version of Blizzard 4, but of course it doesn't feel real.
"… …A mistake?"
Inerma's tone was suspicious. He must have wondered what on earth he meant when he said that if you don't make mistakes you won't die.
"Have you heard about my situation?"
"Yes, you were cursed by a witch… … ."
"I don't know what I used to be, but at least I never lost when I followed my intuition and memory. In other words, if I follow that and don't make a mistake, I won't die. It means that I don't think and move with my head, but rather move according to what my body remembers and responds."
It was an excuse that had already been used against the Knight Commanders. They said that they didn't think and move with their heads, but rather moved according to what their bodies remembered.
In reality, there were many patterns that were delayed when seen and reacted to, so it wasn't entirely wrong. For example, Kaikylliya's flat attack.
"If I don't make any mistakes during that time, I think I'll be able to do it safely like I've been doing so far. So I'm not really scared."
"Is that so… … ."
The girl seemed to be thinking deeply about something for a while, then opened her mouth in a slightly timid voice.
"No matter what happens in the future?"
"huh?"
"Even if a trial greater than anything you have ever faced before comes, won't you be afraid?"
"...."
I was momentarily speechless at the expression I had heard somewhere before.
'A trial so great that it cannot even be compared to anything that has happened before' was the expression the Emperor used when referring to the final boss of Blizzard 4, which appears towards the end of the game.
The final boss's difficulty was so extreme that it naturally became something of a meme.
"Maybe so?"
But that didn't really make any difference.
If he's the same final boss as I remember, I just have to beat him up like I did in the game. Like I always did, without making a single mistake.
"also...."
Despite my vague answer, Inerma surprisingly seemed convinced. After that, she muttered something more, but her voice was too small to be heard.
Inerma, who had been muttering something to herself, suddenly turned her head towards me.
'Huh?'
For a brief moment, I thought I saw a golden glow in those eyes.
Yes, just like an emperor.
'Was it just my imagination…?'
It was really only for a very short moment. In the very moment that I blinked, wondering if I had seen something wrong, only dim black pupils remained where the girl's two eyes should have been.
"Then let's go back now. I've enjoyed the walk enough."
Inerma spoke in a cheerful voice and began walking through the forest without hesitation, just as she had when she came. I followed her, feeling a little uneasy.
I had a feeling that something was constantly bothering me.
"Was that so?"
The central hall of the palace with all the lights turned off.
Kaikilia, sitting on a throne overlooking the entire place, raised one corner of her mouth and smiled eerily. Her golden eyes, bathed in moonlight, shone menacingly.
"I thought so."
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A voice full of joy echoed through the empty hall.
It was an answer that I really liked. To be exact, it wasn't the content of the answer that I liked, but the attitude and behavior with which the answer was given.
The words themselves were vague and uncertain, but the way he said them was confident. There was no sense of hesitation, and the tone was that of course it should be so.
That means he has complete confidence in his own abilities, including in the fact that he has regained all of his memories.
But if that were all, Kaekilia would have been in doubt. There was another reason why Kaekilia was so happy.
Kaikeliya watched the scene from beginning to end where the new knight used the ability verification orb.
And, comparing before and after touching the ability confirmation bead, I noticed that my magical power had increased ridiculously. This was something that should not have happened originally. This was something that should not have happened.
It was clear that he was hiding some secret.
"Finally… … I finally found what I've been longing for."
If I grow up, I will be able to handle my own grand dreams. Instead of being crushed by my own dreams, I will be able to handle them and achieve them together.
In this terribly vain and fleeting world, only one can match Kaekilia.
A chilling madness erupted from Kaekilia, who sat on the throne.