Ch 54

Beth is not trying to kid herself; she knows that Deen was not in love with her or anything. She did know that she would never forget the feeling of him exploding his hot jet spray in her womb and the way that his shaft felt as it pumped into her. Everything about him felt powerful, and Beth didn't understand how she thought that Rodger was strong at one time, but now she could see just how wrong that she had been all her life.