chapter 32: I did what I needed to do

The candlelight flickered against the stone walls of Caidren's chambers, throwing restless shadows that refused to settle. He stood at the map table, fingers tracing the worn edges of the stronghold's territory. Beyond the walls, the world was shifting—borders tested, alliances fraying. There was no room for weakness.

And yet—

His gaze flickered to the goblet of untouched wine beside him, then to the door. The silence pressed in. He could still hear the phantom echo of Aedric's words.

"He was the first thing you went for."

Caidren exhaled sharply, forcing his shoulders to loosen. This was not concern. Not guilt. It was simply the aftershock of battle—an instinct too deep to ignore.

That was all.

And yet, when he finally allowed himself to move, it wasn't to the barracks. Nor the training yards. Nor the war room.

It was to the lower chambers.

The hallway was dimly lit, torches burning low against the damp chill. No guards stood watch. They didn't need to—Elias had nowhere to run.

Caidren stopped outside the door. He could hear nothing from within.

For a long moment, he simply stood there, fingers curling and uncurling at his side. Then, before he could think better of it, he pushed the door open.

The room was sparse. A single cot, a table, a chair. Elias sat on the edge of the bed, posture tense despite his stillness. His hands were clasped in his lap, his gaze trained on some unseen point in the distance.

He looked up when Caidren entered.

For a long moment, neither of them spoke.

Elias' face was unreadable—calm in a way that was almost unnatural. But Caidren had learned to recognize the quiet defiance beneath it. The same defiance that had kept him standing when others would have broken.

"He's been quiet. More than usual."

Caidren crossed the room, stopping just short of Elias' space. He had no reason to be here. Nothing to say.

And yet—

"You're awake."

Elias blinked, slow. "So it would seem."

His voice was hoarse, the words carefully measured. Caidren ignored the way his stomach tightened at the sound.

He folded his arms. "You didn't ask for a healer."

A faint twitch of Elias' fingers. "I didn't think it would matter."

Caidren frowned. "It does."

A pause. Then Elias looked at him, really looked at him, something unreadable flickering in his dark eyes.

"You didn't come to see me."

It wasn't an accusation. Not quite.

Caidren clenched his jaw. "I was busy."

Elias hummed softly. "Of course."

There was something in his voice—something almost too quiet to name. Not bitterness. Not anger. Just… acceptance.

Caidren hated it.

Hated the way it sat between them, unspoken and undeniable.

"He's nothing."

Then why did it feel like something had shifted? Like something had been lost?

He exhaled sharply, turning toward the door. "Rest, Elias. You'll need your strength."

"For what?"

Caidren hesitated. He didn't know.

And that unsettled him more than anything else.

So he didn't answer.

He left without another word, the door closing between them like a blade.