chapter 61: memories

The flickering candle cast long shadows against the walls of Elias's room. His thoughts churned, his body motionless as he weighed his choices.

He had been careful. He had remained invisible. But now, he was at a crossroads.

The logical step was clear—he had to act. He had to move before the enemy did, before the Alpha pieced together more than he should.

But as Elias prepared himself to break his careful silence, something held him back.

A memory.

A chain.

A promise.

The Ghost of a Past Decision

He wasn't supposed to fight.

He wasn't supposed to use the skills that had been burned into his very bones.

Not after what happened.

Not after he had been left behind.

Elias clenched his jaw, fingers curling into the thin fabric of his blanket as the memories dragged him backward, deeper, into the past.

Years Ago…

He had been younger then—sharp, fast, eager to prove himself. His master had seen potential in him, had honed him into something precise, something deadly.

It had been more than just training. It had been a bond.

A bond Elias had believed in.

Until the day his master left.

Without a word.

Without an explanation.

Without looking back.

Elias had waited. Had convinced himself it was temporary, that the man who had shaped him wouldn't just abandon him.

But days became weeks. Weeks turned into months.

And the truth settled in like a knife to the gut.

He had been nothing more than a tool. Something useful until he wasn't.

Something easily discarded.

And in that moment of painful realization, Elias had made a choice.

He would never use those skills again.

Not for anyone.

Not for anything.

Because what was the point of power if it meant nothing in the end?

A Decision Revisited

Elias opened his eyes, his body tense as the weight of that vow settled heavily upon him.

He couldn't break it.

Not now. Not for this.

He had survived without those skills before. He could do it again.

He would find the truth, but he would do it without becoming what he once was.

Because the moment he let himself fight again—the moment he used what had been drilled into him—he would have to face the truth.

That deep down, despite his vow, despite everything…

He wanted to fight.

And that was a darkness he refused to return to.

A Different Path

So, instead of revealing himself, instead of stepping forward as a warrior, Elias took a different path.

He leaned further into his disguise.

He softened his presence even more, making himself appear lost, uncertain, fragile.

He let his steps falter when walking through camp. Let his hands tremble when handling small tasks.

He allowed the guards to think he was harmless.

Let the Alpha believe he was nothing but an Omega caught in a storm beyond his control.

And slowly, the tension around him shifted.

The guards relaxed their watch.

The whispers about him faded into mere background noise.

Even the Alpha—sharp, observant, calculating—seemed to ease the pressure of his scrutiny.

Elias was disappearing again.

And in doing so, he gave himself the freedom to search for answers without suspicion.

A Subtle Hunt

Over the next few days, he observed. He listened.

The missing soldiers. The growing unrest. The way certain names were never spoken aloud.

He found patterns in the camp's movements—when the guards rotated, which soldiers spoke too carefully, which officers had meetings behind closed doors.

And most importantly, he learned when the Alpha left his war room unattended.

Not long. Never more than a handful of minutes.

But long enough.

Long enough for Elias to slip in and find what he needed.

Because if he couldn't fight for answers—

He would steal them instead.

And no one would ever know.