chapter 74: first time

The Alpha studied Elias for a long moment before finally exhaling, the weight of his scrutiny lifting—just slightly.

"You may go."

Dismissed.

Elias gave a shallow nod, stepping back smoothly, controlled. He turned without hesitation, moving toward the door as if this were nothing more than a routine meeting.

As if he wasn't calculating every breath, every step.

As if he didn't feel the Alpha's gaze pressing against his back, following him even as he disappeared beyond the threshold.

The door closed with a quiet thud.

Silence settled in the room, thick and unmoving.

And yet—

The Alpha did not return his focus to the map.

Instead, he remained where he stood, staring at the space Elias had occupied just moments ago.

Something was wrong.

Not in the way he had expected. Not in the way that made sense.

His jaw tightened, fingers curling slightly as a foreign heat settled beneath his skin, unwanted yet undeniable.

It was subtle. Barely there. But he felt it.

A shift.

A stirring in his body—one that had never existed before.

He glanced down at himself, expression unreadable, but there was no mistaking it.

A tension low in his core. A tightening of muscle. A pull toward something he did not understand.

His breath came slower now, heavier.

What was this?

His body had never reacted before—not to touch, not to presence, not to anything.

And yet, when he had moved closer to Elias, when the Omega's voice had met his ears in that careful, composed way—

Something had stirred.

Not weakness.

Not desire in the way most men understood it.

But an urge.

A raw, unexplainable need to reach out. To strip away whatever mask Elias was wearing and uncover what lay beneath.

His fingers twitched at his sides.

That was dangerous.

The Alpha turned sharply, shoving the thought away, refusing to let it linger.

Elias was a mystery.

And mysteries were threats until proven otherwise.

Whatever this reaction was, it meant nothing.

He would find out the truth.

And when he did—

He would decide whether Elias was something to be protected.

Or something to be destroyed.

But even as he returned his gaze to the map, as he forced his mind back to war, to strategy, to logic—

The feeling did not fade.

And for the first time since his existence, a crack formed in the armor he had never thought could break.