Elias barely slept.
He refused to call it a dream—refused to acknowledge the flashes of heat, the press of phantom hands, the sound of a voice that shouldn't have followed him into unconsciousness.
But when his eyes shot open in the early hours of the morning, his body told a different story.
His chest rose and fell with uneven breaths.
His skin felt too warm.
And beneath the sheets—
His jaw clenched.
No.
This—this shouldn't be happening.
Not to him.
Not because of him.
Elias kicked off the blankets like they were the cause of his torment and sat up abruptly. His hands clenched in his lap as he stared at the floor, his breath coming harder, faster, frustration curling inside him like an unforgiving grip.
His body had betrayed him.
For the first time in years—years—he had lost control.
His fingers dug into his thighs as he fought for composure.
It was a dream.
Nothing more.
A trick of the mind, a meaningless reaction, a result of stress, exhaustion—
His hands twitched.
No matter how much he lied to himself, the truth wouldn't change.
It wasn't exhaustion.
It wasn't stress.
It was him.
The Alpha.
That man had crawled beneath his skin—had settled there like an illness, whispering through his veins, burning through his carefully built walls with nothing more than a touch.
And Elias had let it happen.
He dragged a hand through his hair, pushing himself to his feet, pacing across the room.
His body was still too aware.
Still too affected.
Still responding to something he refused to acknowledge.
He gritted his teeth, pressing his fingers to his temples as if that could somehow wipe the memory away—wipe him away.
It had to stop.
Now.
Elias forced his breathing to slow, willed his body to obey him.
He had trained for this.
Had trained to suppress every instinct, every reaction, every weakness.
This was no different.
It's nothing, he told himself. It means nothing.
And yet—
When he closed his eyes, he could still feel the ghost of a touch tracing his skin.
Still hear the deep, taunting voice curling around his name.
Still remember the way his own body had responded.
His hands clenched at his sides.
He wouldn't let this control him.
He wouldn't let that man get under his skin.
The Alpha wanted him to react.
Wanted to pull him into whatever twisted game he was playing.
Elias would not play.
Not now.
Not ever.
Straightening, he forced himself to move, to ignore the lingering heat in his veins, to act as if nothing had happened at all.
Because it hadn't.
Because it wouldn't happen again.
Elias exhaled sharply, schooling his expression into cold indifference as he stepped toward the door.
And as he left his room, walking through the halls with steady, measured steps—
He told himself that if he ran into the Alpha today, he wouldn't react.
He wouldn't.
But deep inside, beneath layers of denial, beneath the cold mask he had perfected—
A single, forbidden thought whispered through his mind.
What if he touches me again?