chapter 141: still fighting

Elias bit the inside of his cheek, hard. The sharp sting, the taste of blood—it was the only thing keeping him grounded.

The heat was relentless, curling around him like an unseen predator, sinking its claws into his skin, his bones, his very breath.

He pressed his forehead against the cool stone wall, desperate for relief, but it did nothing.

It won't stop.

His hands trembled at his sides. His body felt too tight, his thoughts muddled, fragmented. It was like he was sinking into something too deep, too consuming, and no matter how hard he fought—

It was winning.

His breath hitched.

He squeezed his eyes shut, forcing himself to think, to focus.

The documents.

That's where it started.

There had been nothing strange about them at first—nothing unusual, nothing off. But had there been a scent? A powder? Something so faint he hadn't noticed?

His fingers dug into his arms.

No, this wasn't an accident.

It had been deliberate.

Someone had wanted this to happen.

Someone had set him up.

His stomach twisted. The soldiers—he had heard them whispering, had pieced together their words.

This wasn't just about him.

The Omegas before him—they hadn't just disappeared.

They had been taken.

Elias's breath came quicker, harsher.

Had they gone through this, too? Had they felt their bodies betray them like this?

Had they fought?

Had they lost?

A shudder tore through him, but not from fear.

The drug was still working, still twisting inside him, coaxing, teasing, breaking.

He exhaled sharply, slamming his fist against the wall.

I won't give in.

He wouldn't fall for this. He wouldn't become whatever they wanted him to be.

Even if his body burned.

Even if his breath stuttered.

Even if his skin prickled with something traitorous, something that whispered—

No.

Elias curled his fingers, pressing his nails into his palms until it hurt.

Pain was good.

Pain was real.

Not this.

Not whatever was clawing through him, dragging him under.

His body was betraying him, but his mind—

His mind was still his.

And as long as that was true—

He could fight.

He would fight.

His hands shook as he pushed himself toward the bed, forcing his muscles to obey, forcing himself to move.

He had to get through this night.

Alone.

Because he had a feeling—

A dangerous, crawling feeling—

That if someone walked through that door right now—

If he walked through that door—

Elias might not be able to stop himself from breaking.