Nikolai couldn't help but watch as Amelia crossed the room, her heels clicking against the polished floor with a rhythm that echoed in the quiet space. The tension in the room was thick, wrapping itself around both of them like an invisible chain neither of them could break. His mind was racing, trying to make sense of the mess he'd found himself in.
She had made it clear that she didn't want him involved. Her words stung more than he expected. And yet, there was something in her eyes, something beneath the surface, that told him she was more than just a woman trying to push him away. She was angry, yes—but also scared. And perhaps more than anything, she was protecting herself.
Nikolai ran a hand through his hair, frustration building up inside him. This wasn't how it was supposed to go. He had never chased anyone before. Never needed to. He got what he wanted when he wanted it. But Amelia was different. She had a strength he hadn't anticipated—a strength that was both a shield and a challenge.
"I'm not going to make this easy for you, Nikolai," she said, her voice a quiet threat as she turned back to face him.
He stepped forward, his gaze locking onto hers. "I'm not asking you to," he replied, his voice low and filled with determination. "But I'm not leaving. Not this time."
Amelia's jaw tightened, and for a moment, Nikolai wondered if she was going to tell him to get out. The way she stood, so firm, so unyielding, made it clear she had fought battles before—ones that left scars deeper than anything he had ever known.
She sighed, looking away for a moment, the weight of everything between them hanging heavy in the air. Then, she surprised him by speaking again.
"Fine," she said, her voice steady. "If you want to help, then start by proving you can actually do something other than throw money at a problem."
Nikolai narrowed his eyes. "You think I'm here to buy my way out of this?"
Her lips curled into a small, defiant smile. "That's what you do, isn't it? You throw money at problems until they disappear."
He was quiet for a moment, her words cutting deeper than he'd like to admit. She was right in some ways. He had spent most of his life using his wealth and power to control everything around him. But this was different. He wasn't just going to throw money at her and walk away.
"Let me prove to you that I'm here for more than just that," he said quietly, his voice surprisingly soft. "I want to be a part of their lives. I want to be a father to these children."
For a moment, Amelia didn't respond. She just stood there, her back straight, her posture the same as when he first walked in—unwavering. But then, she took a deep breath, as if steeling herself for whatever was coming next.
"Fine," she said again, this time with a hint of resignation in her tone. "But don't think for a second that I'll make this easy for you. I don't need your money, Nikolai. And I certainly don't need you thinking you can waltz into our lives and pretend everything will be perfect. I don't need a prince charming or a white knight."
"I never said I was either of those things," Nikolai shot back, his voice a little sharper now. "I'm not here to save you, Amelia. I'm here because I'm responsible. I can't turn my back on them."
She studied him for a long moment, her unseeing eyes fixed on him as though she were reading his very soul. And for the first time in his life, Nikolai felt exposed, as though his carefully constructed walls were crumbling under her gaze.
"Alright," she said, finally breaking the silence. "But if you want to be involved, it's not just about showing up and signing checks. It's about being here. And I don't care what your name is, or how much money you have. It won't mean a damn thing unless you prove you can handle being a father."
Her words hit him harder than he expected. He hadn't thought about it that way. He'd assumed that his presence—his wealth—would be enough to win her over. But now he realized that Amelia wasn't the kind of woman who could be bought, not in the traditional sense. She wanted him to be real, to prove that he was capable of more than just being an absent figure who checked in on occasion.
He exhaled sharply, feeling something in him shift. She was right. If he wanted to be a father to these children, he needed to be more than just a name on a birth certificate. He needed to be present.
"Alright," Nikolai said, his voice steady. "I'll prove it to you."
Amelia didn't respond immediately, but Nikolai could see the faintest flicker of something in her eyes. Hope? Disbelief? He couldn't tell. But whatever it was, it made something inside him stir.
She turned away then, walking toward the window, her fingers brushing lightly against the blinds. "I've been on my own for a long time, Nikolai. I've been doing this by myself for a reason. I don't need anyone coming in here and complicating things."
"I'm not here to complicate anything," he replied. "I'm here to make it right."
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The silence between them stretched longer than either of them could have predicted. But there was a new understanding in the air, one that neither of them had expected. They were both standing on the edge of something—something neither of them was prepared for.
And yet, there was no turning back now.