CHAPTER 9

It was one second.

One slip.

One moment where his restraint snapped.

His hand came up, fingers threading through her hair as his lips crashed against hers.

And Phoebe—God help her—Phoebe didn't push him away.

Because the moment his mouth met hers, every emotion she had buried, every wall she had reinforced, came crumbling down.

She kissed him back.

Fiercely. Desperately. Like she was still trying to fight him, but this time, with the only weapon she had left.

Damon's hands tightened around her waist, pulling her closer, and she let him. Let herself drown in the heat of it, in the impossible feeling of his mouth on hers, in the way he still tasted like everything she should have let go of a long time ago.

And for one reckless, foolish second—

She forgot why she had ever tried to let go at all.

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Phoebe didn't look back as she stepped out of Damon's office. Her heart was still racing, her skin still tingling from the press of his lips against hers. But she forced herself to move, to breathe, to pretend that it hadn't shaken her to her core.

The cold night air hit her as soon as she stepped outside. It should have helped—it should have cleared her head—but all it did was remind her of the way Damon's warmth had felt.

Damn it.

She clenched her fists and kept walking.

This was a mistake.

The words repeated in her head like a mantra, like if she said them enough times, she'd actually believe them.

But her body knew the truth.

The way her lips still tingled. The way her chest felt tight. The way, for just a moment, she had let herself forget—everything.

She had kissed him back.

Worse, she had wanted to.

Phoebe sucked in a sharp breath and pushed open the door to her apartment, shutting it behind her with more force than necessary.

She kicked off her heels, shrugged off her coat, and went straight to the kitchen. A drink. She just needed a drink.

Her fingers trembled as she poured herself a glass of whiskey. She downed half of it in one go, the burn doing nothing to chase away the way Damon had looked at her. The way he had felt against her. The way she had let herself want him, if only for a second.

Phoebe let out a shaky breath and pressed her fingers to her lips.

No.

This didn't change anything.

She wouldn't let it.

But as she stood there, staring at the city lights through her window, she knew—

She was already losing this fight.

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Damon sat in his office long after she left.

His lips still tingled from the kiss.

His chest still ached from the way she had looked at him before she walked away.

He raked a hand through his hair and exhaled sharply.

He should have stopped himself.

He should have let her go.

But when she had stood there, vulnerable and hurting, telling him that this wasn't just about her job—that it was her life—he hadn't been able to hold back.

And now?

Now, she thought it was a mistake.

Damon clenched his jaw, his fingers curling into fists.

She could pretend all she wanted.

But that kiss?

That wasn't a mistake.

And deep down—she knew it too.