Vol 1 Chapter 12 I will...

"Victoria!"

Hearing Victoria groaned, I immediately went to her side with a weak body and a very dizzy head from running out of [Em].

Victoria lay with her arms cut and torn, her legs torn apart, her hair, which was originally neat and tied in a ponytail, was scattered in a messy mess, covered in mud from the rain-wet ground. Blood dripped onto the ground, staining his clothes and the ground where Victoria lay.

"will-kun...it hurts..."

"This hurts so much..." groaned Victoria looking at me with her divorced body and face covered in tears.

"Don't worry! I will definitely cure you!" I then tried to squeeze out what I could from the [Em] energy storage to use whatever healing magic I could.

"[X-Healing]!"

"[X-Healing]!"

"[X-Healing]!"

No matter how hard I tried, the healing magic never activated. Blood continued to spill profusely, Victoria's pale face became increasingly paler. The wounds on Victoria's hands and feet that I hoped would close and heal never happened. Instead blood started coming out of my nose and my eyes smeared my face, Not knowing if it was my tears or the wounds from me forcing myself.

'Ughh my [Em] Energy is really running out. I also can't use Mana in this environment before I refine it into [Em] Energy. My body has adapted to [Em] energy which makes it automatically make the Mana it absorbs go straight into the purification stage process in my liver.'

When I was thinking about restoring my [Em] energy first, Victoria's moaning voice came back,

"will-kun...can vii go to heaven..."

Wiping the blood from my nose and eyes, I replied,

"Sure you can, Vii is a good child."

Hearing my answer Victoria smiled weakly, then said,

"em...vii believe in will-kun...because will-kun is the god vii and the most beautiful light vii..."

The light in Victoria's eyes faded, her weak breath disappeared. With trembling hands I touched the pulse on Victoria's neck to check.

'It's no longer throbbing...I also don't feel disgust anymore...I've already used [Death Prequel]...I can't go back again to 1 hour before...'

What is wrong? Why could all this happen? Is it because I'm late? Or is it because this d*mn Lion is blocking me? Or was it the fault of that d*mn drunk b*stard who sold Victoria?

Why could all this happen? Is this my fault?

Seeing Victoria's mutilated corpse, similar to her state before I used [Death Prequel]. I feel like bringing someone back to life really can't be done by a human like me. Because it has entered the realm of God.

It's not my fault...A person's life and death belong to God. I, who am only human, cannot oppose it.

But... This world is the result of human imagination, different from my previous world which I really believed was a world truly created by God. This is an anime world that is created by humans.

A flawed and full of errors world.

A world full of slavery, a world full of immoral acts, a world where there are no morals.

True! the fault is not me being late, not that d*mn lion. 

THE FAULT IS THE WORLD ITSELFS!!

What is wrong is this flawed world that was not created by God and this flawed world that lacks guidance from God.

That's why, there are creatures like Victoria's father who have no morals and are b*stards, there are slave traders who don't think about the lives of the creatures they sell, there are evil creatures who push Victoria to make them bait.

If I can't bring living creatures back to life, then I just need to create a world where there is no disobedience and no death because of injustice. A world where no children will be sold by their parents. A world where children are educated with correct morals so that children like that b*stard who pushed Victoria don't emerge.

Seeing the dark clouds and raindrops running down my face as I looked up at the sky, Thinking that there were still many children who might be in the same fate as Victoria and immoral children like that b*stard, I said,

"Yes...This flawed world needs to be repaired, Victoria...as you and Michael-sensei so desire...I will repair this world and..."

Then I stood up holding back the intense dizziness with my eyes already blurry and blurry as if I was going to faint at any moment, with a smile that was very much the picture of madness. Then spread my arms wide and shouted towards the sky,

"I WILL BE THE GOD OF THE NEW WORLD!!"

After I shouted like that, the sky rumbled and lightning flashed. The clouds above around me faded and shone down on me. The weak Monsters that had low intelligence stayed away, while the Animals that had not yet become monsters approached and gathered around me.

*Thud! *

I, who had used all my strength to maintain my consciousness, reached its limit and finally fell unconscious.

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"HAHAHAHA Interesting! Very Interesting! Rayhan you are really interesting! God of the new world?! How Interesting!" The handsome man with his beautiful black hair tied in a ponytail laughed out loud when he saw Rayhan a.k.a William from another dimension.

"Oh my stomach hurts...But he already has Michael as his follower, so he might be able to achieve his goal?" The handsome man tilted his head, thinking about the probability of Rayhan's goal succeeding.

"Hmm, I should remind him of his limitations as a living creature. If he really wants to become a god in this world."

"God Rule's: O my servants, wherever you are, remember that you are creatures created by God. No matter how great you are, no matter how strong you are, God is truly omnipotent. You will not be able to match him and you cannot challenge his provisions (Ex: Cannot create and revive living creatures)."

"Haha. Indeed, someone who wants to marry a crazy woman like Nadia is definitely not an ordinary person," said the handsome man, laughing awkwardly, remembering Nadia's behavior over the past 3 years.

"But this lion is interesting too, I didn't expect it to be able to absorb this [Miasma] energy. I'd better let it live again, that way it will be more interesting." The handsome man then fused the lion's soul with [Miasma] energy.

"Hehe, good and evil are like two-sided coins. Without evil there is no such thing as good. I will make this lion your enemy, Rayhan." The handsome man said while throwing a coin that suddenly appeared in his hand.

"Don't hold a grudge against me, Rayhan, all of this is what you asked for..."

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As we celebrate this joyous occasion of Eid al-Fitr, let us forgive each other and strive to be better individuals. I pray that Allah forgives us all and showers us with His blessings on this special day of Eid. Eid Mubarak! （づ￣3￣）づ╭❤️～

(A/N : fyi this volume name is {Beginning of Myth} idk but when i wrote this chapter i feel like being light yagami. Let Me Cook ヽ（≧□≦）ノ🔥 )

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