Fatherly love is like a mountain; brother has younger brother's attack 10

Cao Xiaorui did not return to the room where he slept with his brother that night. He got up in the morning, took a shower, and then made breakfast for his father and brother. The two pigs are still sleeping. He must be the most hardworking one in the family. The two of them will not be able to survive without him.

　　When Cao Xiaorui thought so, he felt a sense of satisfaction. He is no longer alone in this world, he has a father who loves him and a younger brother who loves him. It's the weekend, so I'll make something delicious for the father and son. Dad is so tired at work and my younger brother is at a stage where he is growing up.

　　Cao Yucheng got up as usual to eat the breakfast made by his beloved son. Noticing that his youngest son was not there, he asked, "Where is that bastard? He's such a grown-up and still sleeping in."

　　"Dad, let Xiaoqi sleep a little longer. He's very tired from his high school studies." Cao Xiaorui spoke for his brother.

　　"Tired as hell! When you were in high school, you learned housework and took care of your dad, but you never slept in." Cao Yucheng started to act like a hooligan again.

　　Sure enough, the eldest son couldn't help blushing when he heard about the sex incident. What a protector! He works hard too, okay? If it weren't for you and your son...

　　"I'll go see why Xiaoqi doesn't get up yet." Cao Xiaorui fled in panic. It's strange, I've told my dad all the embarrassing things, but after getting out of bed I can't stand hearing his dirty talk. I'm not a grown-up girl, why should I keep blushing? Cao Xiaorui despised himself.

　　Cao Xiaoqi was still pretending to be asleep. In fact, he had woken up a long time ago, but he didn't know how to face his brother, so he just slept in. The sound of his brother coming in made him panic for a moment.

　　"Xiaoqi, are you awake?" His brother's voice was very gentle, and he sat beside the bed and looked at him with concern. Even without opening his eyes, he could feel his brother's presence, it was so charming and made his heart beat fast.

　　"Are you feeling unwell?" Seeing that he didn't move, Cao Xiaorui thought he was sick, so he reached out and touched his forehead: "The temperature is quite normal, lazy baby, hurry up and have breakfast, then go to bed after eating."

　　When his brother's hand touched him, Cao Xiaoqi quickly dodged as if he was electrocuted, and his blood vessels were crackling with movement.

　　The younger brother's impatient action to stop him from touching her made the older brother unable to put his hand back in time, and he just stayed there awkwardly. What happened? Why don't you let your brother touch you...

　　"What...what's wrong?" Cao Xiaoqi suppressed the urge to hug her brother, kiss him and comfort him, but she really didn't know how to explain the influence her brother had on her, so she simply made up her mind and said, "I won't eat breakfast, I'll go back to school directly, I have an exam soon and I need to review my lessons."

　　Cao Xiaoqi clenched her fists to restrain herself, got up to wash up, not daring to look at her brother's unbelieving and hurt eyes again, feeling that she was a big idiot. Not only is he a big idiot, he's also an ostrich-like big idiot.

　　It is obviously not a wise idea to escape from the desire and impulse towards my brother by running to school. For the first time in her life, Cao Xiaoqi, a heartless and nerve-racking student, experienced the situation of being so obsessed with someone that she couldn't even attend class properly.

　　My heart and mind are filled with my brother, but he is the one I can no longer desire. Because of love, Cao Xiaoqi turned into a melancholy literary teenager and opened Tagore's poetry collection. When she turned to the farthest distance in the world, she felt that life and death were nothing.

　　The furthest distance in the world is that I love you, but you are my brother. What's even more far-fetched than this is that I love my own brother, but my brother has already slept with my own father.

　　Oh my god, no matter how I think about it, I can't get through the day. The stupid teenager threw his book in anger.

　　Since he can't concentrate on reading, he can still play basketball. Let him vent all his extra desires on the basketball court.

　　So that week, Cao Xiaoqi's relatives and friends were excited and gossiping about whether their basketball prince had suffered a broken heart and why he played so fiercely and handsomely and exuded hormones! Of course, this is a later story and we won't mention it here.

　　While Cao Xiaoqi was suffering and struggling, her brother Cao Xiaoqi was also not having a good time. He was naturally sensitive and delicate, and sometimes a probing look from others would make him panic for a long time. Although I have gradually gained a sense of security because of my relationship with my father over the years, I always care more about my family.

　　My younger brother has always been very close to me since he was young. Sometimes I wish he was born on my body. We brothers have never separated ourselves from each other. When will he avoid me when I touch him? Or has the rebellious phase of adolescence really arrived? Or maybe his temperament changed drastically after he got a girlfriend? But no matter how much you change, you can't abandon your brother.

　　The more Cao Xiaorui thought about it, the more confused he became. After a week of struggling, it was Friday again. Well, I should go watch my brother play basketball and pick him up when he gets home. I must have a good talk with him then. That's it!

　　What Cao Xiaorui didn't expect was that this basketball made him feel more uncomfortable than ever before. It's true that my brother is very handsome and plays basketball very well, but are all high school girls nowadays so crazy about him? After a game, he would rush to the court to hand his brother water and a towel, and he even wanted to wipe his brother's sweat himself. Where is the reserve? Where is the solemnity?

　　He felt jealous, because this was clearly his job in the past. After his brother finished playing, no one would pay attention to him but would look for him in the audience. When he found him, his eyes would light up and he would run over to him, asking him to wipe his sweat...

　　But what about now? He didn't even look at himself, and just smiled and accepted the attentions of those crazy girls, and his smile was so handsome...

　　This change caught Cao Xiaorui off guard and made him feel extremely uncomfortable.

　　The basketball game was over quickly, and his younger brother's side won as expected. However, his younger brother did not come to celebrate with him. Instead, he high-fived his teammates and played with the cheerleaders. He felt like a shadowy character, hiding away from all the noise, isolated from everything. My heart was chilled, but I couldn't say anything. Should I tell my brother: Don't treat me like that, don't smile at those girls?

　　God, what is he thinking? This is no longer the love and care of a brother for his younger brother. Why is he as jealous as a little girl who has a crush on her younger brother?

　　The celebration finally ended, and Cao Xiaoqi hesitated whether to go find her brother. In fact, he had secretly watched his brother for a long time, and he always pretended to ignore it, but his brother's face became worse and worse, which affected his mood. He wanted to comfort his brother countless times, telling him how much he loved him and that he didn't mean to ignore him. But he had to stop the infatuation he had with his brother, so he could only put on a smile and sweat on the court.

　　But after the situation calmed down, he could no longer escape his feelings. My brother stood there, his face was pale, and his slender body seemed to be shaking...

　　His feet seemed to move on their own, and he walked towards his brother without any control from his brain.

　　"Let's go..." Carrying his brother's schoolbag as usual, the two brothers walked home in silence. The atmosphere was extremely awkward. He could feel his brother half a step behind him, with his head down and looking unhappy.

　　He himself was not happy. Why were things so awkward? Could it be that even ordinary brothers could not go back?

　　"Brother, what do you think about me finding a girlfriend?" It was a similar conversation to last week, but the meaning and mood were completely different.

　　"You... are still a student, it's not good to fall in love too early..." Is it true that his brother doesn't want to be intimate with him anymore because he has someone else he likes? After hearing what his brother said, Cao Xiaorui felt so uncomfortable that he could hardly breathe.

　　"Tsk, premature love. It's worse than homosexuality and incest, right?" He couldn't help but shout out because of the anger that had been suppressed for a week. He regretted it after he shouted. His brother's face turned pale and he looked at him in disbelief.

　　"No, brother! I was just talking nonsense. I didn't mean anything else. Look at my dirty mouth!" The boy hugged his brother impatiently, wishing he could slap himself a few times. But his brother refused to cooperate, and he didn't know where he got the strength to break free from his arms. He was anxious, and couldn't think of any other good way. He impulsively kissed his brother's lips, which had tempted him for a long time, on the sparsely populated tree-lined avenue.