Alexander stared at his reflection, fingers trembling as they traced his jawline. The reality of the situation began to settle in—this wasn't a dream. He was here, back in his old life, on the morning of his wedding.
He turned toward the window, pushing aside the curtains. Outside, the familiar sight of his childhood estate greeted him—the Whitmore family manor, a grand Victorian house in the countryside near Cambridge. The sprawling gardens were already being prepared for the afternoon ceremony, with white chairs arranged on the lawn and florists bustling about with bouquets of ivory roses.
Another knock at the door.
"Alexander, for heaven's sake, get up!" The voice belonged to his mother, Margaret Whitmore, a woman of poise and strict expectations.
Alexander took a deep breath. He had lost her years ago to illness, and now here she was—alive, impatient, and likely seconds away from barging in.
He crossed the room and opened the door.
Margaret Whitmore stood before him, elegant as ever in a lavender dress, her silver-streaked hair pinned in a neat bun. She gave him a once-over, eyes narrowing. "You look like you've seen a ghost."
I have, Alexander thought. But the ghost was himself.
"I'm fine, Mother," he managed. "Just… thinking."
She arched an eyebrow. "On your wedding day? There's no time for thinking, Alex. Your father is already downstairs speaking with Eleanor's parents, and the staff is preparing the garden. You should be getting dressed."
Eleanor.
The name sent a pang through his chest. In his past life, he had taken her for granted. He had put work before her, assuming she would always be there, until the day she wasn't.
This time, he would do better.
"I'll be down soon," he assured his mother.
Margaret eyed him suspiciously but nodded. "Hurry up. And do try to smile. Today is a joyful occasion, even if you refuse to show it."
She walked away, leaving Alexander to close the door behind him.
He turned back to the mirror, inhaling deeply. I have a second chance. I won't waste it.