The Beginning of The Story

[ This chapter tells the beginning of the story: why a divorced man( Chandu) run away from his home country to avoid paying alimony to his ex wife, and why he decided to not to pay alimony even after court ordered him to pay his wife alimony every month as financial support ]

I am chandu , the one who runaway from my home country to Siberia in order to avoid paying alimony to my ex wife. I don't know why I did that but I believe it was because of my pride . maybe that's what made me to run away from my country. well, anyway, I don't think I need to tell everything right now because you will know everything after reading this novel "Where to escape" which contains the story of my life and my journey. so here is my story

ha ha ha! Finally, finally I'm running, I'm running away from my home , my country. fuck you bitch, I will never going to pay alimony, no matter what shit your going to do from now on, because I am finally escaped ,escaped from this shitty country, shitty law and from that bitch who is after me to ask for alimony . finally I am free, free my boys and girls I am free I no longer need to pay that cursed debt of alimony for that bitch.

It all started a year ago. my ex wife and I argued about her late night parties . almost every day because my ex wife wanted to go late night party with her so called friends but I don't to want her to go party at late night. so we argued constantly about late night parties.

just like that, one day I asked my ex wife( Serena )." where are you going in this middle of the night?." I demanded for explanation from her.

"out", she said . "I'm going to my friend's birthday party. I recently met him in online, and he just called to invite me. I'm going to his place to celebrate with other friends."

" A birthday party? at this hour? and who is this friend who's calling you to his house at this time?"

[I apologies, readers, but I am going to use names before each line of dialog so you all can understand better, who is speaking. Because I don't want you to misunderstand my life story.]

Serena : " why should I? ,why I need to tell you everything about my personal life ? did we ever made contract, saying I have to report to you every time I go out ?". If there is any such a contract, show it to me why and then I'll explain everything."

Chandu : "well, I.... I'm not saying you need to tell me everything. but I'm saying I don't want you to go at this hour? just look the clock. what time is it right now. please stay here. don't go. why do you always go out at night? don't you realize someone could take advantage of you ? don't you think someone will harm you ? and if something like that happens, it's hard to believe anyone would come to help you at this hour." 

Serena : " what do you mean? don't you trust me? are you saying I'm going to sleep with someone else? you think I'm cheating on you? how can you suspect me? why don't you believe me?" 

Chandu : " no, I am not saying I don't trust you. but I just don't want you to go out at this hour , just look outside. how dark it is. that why I am asking you to not go. please, I am begging you, please don't go."

Serena : " no , I won't. why should I listen ? listen, I'm saying this so you can understand better. I won't listen to you, and I don't give damn about your words and your existence. so just don't try to butt into my life and my decisions, understand?"

Serena took the car key that lay on top of the table beside her and started to leave the house for the party.

I don't know why, but seeing Serena leaving house made me so angry. her actions towards me made me think she wasn't listening to me. it made me frustrated and furious at that moment. so I angrily shouted at her with rage.

Chandu : " stop, you bitch!" I shouted. " don't even dare step outside the door, or I will break your legs. just come back. sleep in my room. I don't want you to go anywhere at this time of night."

Serena : " what? threatening me? do you think I'm going to fear you just because you bark at me? fuck you. I don't give a shit about your shouting. and who are you to tell me not to not go?" you shithead.

hearing that made me even angrier. without thinking, I slapped her face and shouted, don't go, you damn bitch!" and also said,

Chandu : I am telling you this because I am your damn husband, you bitch, and I am the owner of this house. so I'm ordering you to go back to your room. 

because of this, the atmosphere between us drastically changed. it made me feel like I did something wrong because I thought Serena would talk back or fight back. but she remained silent, with a shocked expression, like she never expected this from me. then she suddenly glared at me like she was angry then leave the house without saying anything.

so I don't know just what happened but I am just standing still and looking at Serena who is leaving the house, its like my legs are rooted to the ground and don't let me to move like a tree and my mind telling me to say stop but I can't it's like someone forcefully stopping me to say those words

[Author : first ,I would like to ask for forgiveness from every readers cause i am truly not good at English , so you may not understand what I wrote in this chapter. so please forgive me. I will try as much as possible to fix my mistakes in the future. ]

also I didn't mention the name of the country where Chandu resides because i wanted to every reader to imagine the story happening in their own country.