Breakfast

"for an hour, she talked to me about her husband and their love story, such as how they met, how they fell in love with each other and how they got married. it seemed like her story has no end. at that moment, I wanted to tell her just stop talking about her and her husband's love life but I couldn't say anything. because I was a guest in their house . so I just listen to everything she said to me. saying "yeah, yeah , as if I was there when she and her husband fell in love with each other."

just as I was listening to rabbit, suddenly her husband came in. ready for work. seeing him at that moment. it felt like I saw an angel who came to rescue me from rabbit.

I immediately said "good morning! where are you going?" with the intention of escaping from rabbit and her story.

he said, "where do you think I'm going, if it's not for work ?" by wearing his suit. 

"no, I am not thinking about anything. I just casually asked, like everyone else. it's not like I always stay in this house and monitor you like where you go and what you are doing.

hearing my words, my friend reminded silent for a moment, as if he didn't like the way I spoke to him.

then he smiled as if nothing happened, and asked me, "what's your plan ?" as if he were asking when I would get out this house. I don't know if he really thought like at that at that time, but I felt like he is he said those words judging by seeing his facial expression and his question " what's your plan ?" at that moment.

I said " nothing, I'm thinking of going back to my home after I take bath " I felt some uneasiness saying those after he asked me that question. and I spoke as if I had no intention of continuing . so after saying that, I just remined silent and didn't try to talk more.

just like me, probably he also thought same thing. because he also didn't speak anything further just stayed silent. and it seemed like the whole room was turned silent for a moment. then rabbits said to my friend," what! are you leaving already? wait for five minutes, I will make breakfast quick!" she said this words out of nowhere, as if she trying to break the silent in the room.

but my friend refused to wait and said, " no, I am sorry, I am already late for my work. I will eat my breakfast in my office. so don't make breakfast in hurry. nothing will happen if I don't eat breakfast for one day at home" as if he had no desire to eat breakfast in front of me. this is what I believed at that time. but later I understand, that I was the one mistaken one because of my cursed eyes. at that time I start to saw everyone as bad people or in bad way, as if I am the only right person there and everyone is bad and trying harm me.

then he went to the office, and now only I and rabbits remained in that hall. I looked at rabbit but she didn't say anything because thae situation were so awkward ,even for me.

then rabbit simply went to the kitchen saying " I will make some breakfast, so go and wash up. you can eat breakfast." and I stood for a moment feeling awkward as if I don't understand what had just happened. then I went to my room and took a shower.

after finishing my bath, I prepared myself to leave the house. then I came back to the hall. and rabbit was waiting for me to eat the breakfast. but she didn't say anything, just stayed silent . as if there is no one in the house. so, I'm also didn't say anything and silently ate the breakfast .

after eating the breakfast , I went back to my house. The door was open , as if someone knew I were coming to home so they intentionally left door open. I went inside the house and saw Serena in the kitchen making what smelled like breakfast . but I had to agree the breakfast she was making smelled really good, and I could tell by the smell. so, I looked at her. as if she would ask me for eat breakfast. but unfortunately she didn't, probably she was hurt, because of what I told her when I sat before her with divorce notice. 

then I thought to myself, " how dare she is! making breakfast but not even call me for eat breakfast!" thinking like this made a weird expression on her, as if I was angry because she didn't call me for breakfast. but if I think about it now, it makes wonder how idiotic I was at that time. don't you think readers how strange I am? at that time . I ate my breakfast at my friend's house but still got angry because Serena didn't call me for eat breakfast. The one who I want to give divorce. Pathetic

just thinking like that, I went to my room and sat on my bed, talking myself about breakfast because Serena didn't call me to eat breakfast. just like when I was grumbling about breakfast, I suddenly remembered my dream I had early this morning. where I escaped paying alimony by going to foreign countries. so I started to search for " how to avoid paying alimony by going foreign countries " once again on my mobile , but nothing had changed. I saw the same result of how to reduce the alimony amount , seeing the same result again and again I felt frustrated and threw my phone away. as if I am searching for great thing, all I'm doing, is searching how to break the law. then I once again picked up my phone, but this time, I opened a question site, where people asks question and receive answers from strangers. It was like I also created an account on that site and posted the question saying " how to avoid paying alimony to my wife, by going to foreign countries". 

after seven days, a message came to my phone stating " someone answered your question...." seeing that message made me so happy as if I achieved something extraordinary.

I was laughing like a psycho and immediately opened the message to see what answer I received. 

I opened the message and saw that message. it was stated " hey! do you want some tips on how to avoid paying alimony by going foreign countries from my experience? seeing that, I immediately sent the message saying "yes."

our conversation happened for about three hours.

let's call the person who sent the message A and myself B.

A was my messenger who gave advice about how to avoid paying alimony and B who recieved that message.

A : hello sir, how are you? is everything was okay ?

B : yeah, I am alright. first tell me how can I escape from this alimony ?

A : oh, it seems like your situation in truly urgent. is that much serious sir, that you can't even wait for one moment ?

I were exited, not in the mood for listening greeting. so I directly asked him.

B : hey, stop with the greetings and introductions already, just come to the main point, tell how I can avoid paying alimony. 

I desperately asked him. like the world was going to end tomorrow.

A : sir, I will give you some tips, but you need to pay me one million for those tips, because this is my precious advice from experience. I don't give my tips for free to anyone.

it seemed like he understood my desperation and intentionally asked for one million for his tips.

but unfortunately I am also an idiot at that time, so I just paid him with out thinking. but you know I later understood the man I was paid was not experienced but an unemployed man who was searching for job. one day he accidently fond my question and simply answered to my question, saying you need my tips for avoiding paying alimony. after some conversation he understood how desperate how I was. so he asked me for that much money as bite. just like how we were doing with fish - he was the fisher man and I was fish.

but unfortunately he is in jail right now as a fraud because of my money. because when I gave him money he was an unemployed person. who were searching for a job. but when I gave him money he started to think that his tips were valuable , after that he stop searching for a job and start to searching for messages, like mine. then he started to gave them tips and asks for money for the tips he gave. And just like me, so many trapped in his tips and gave him lot money in desperation.

And I still think, if that man were to stop giving tips after earning enough money for his life, he would have leading a successful and enjoying life right now.

but he didn't stop there instead he started to ask for more money and made that tip as his job. and he also got famous on that site.

but just like everyone, his time also came and he got caught by the police just like I did after the 15 years of hiding.

that's why elders said no one can escape from their fate. no matter which way they choose to go.