Ella sat on the edge of the four-poster bed, surprised by the normal silk pajamas laid out for her. After months of revealing lingerie or nothing at all, the modest nightwear felt almost strange against her skin. The guest room was elegant but not extravagant – comfortable in a way Adrian's penthouse never was, despite its luxury.
She glanced at the clock: 11:45 PM. Adrian hadn't summoned her. Every night for two months, without fail, he had required her presence in his bedroom. Tonight's break in routine was as unsettling as it was welcome.
The mansion creaked softly, settling into the night. Ella moved to the window, looking out at the moonlit grounds. The gardens stretched into darkness, ancient trees casting long shadows across manicured lawns. Something about the view tugged at her memory – familiar yet just beyond reach.
Edward, the elderly butler, had looked at her strangely. "You've grown into a lovely young woman," he had said. As if he'd known her before. And Adrian's odd behavior in the library, his uncharacteristic vulnerability...
Ella paced the room, too restless for sleep. The déjà vu she'd felt since arriving continued to nag at her. She knew this place somehow. The blue wallpaper in the hallway, the specific creak of the third step on the staircase, the way the moonlight fell through the east-facing windows – all of it felt like returning to a half-forgotten dream.
By 1:30 AM, sleep remained elusive. Ella decided to risk exploring. If she was caught, she could claim she was looking for water. She turned the doorknob, expecting it to be locked, but it opened smoothly.
The hallway was dimly lit by small wall sconces. Ella stepped out cautiously, her bare feet silent on the plush carpet. No alarms sounded. No security appeared. The mansion seemed asleep, leaving her unexpectedly free.
She moved down the hallway, running her fingers along the blue wallpaper. At the top of the stairs, she paused, looking down into the shadowy foyer. A memory flickered – being carried down these same stairs, a woman's voice humming softly in her ear.
Instead of descending, Ella followed the hallway to its end, where it branched left and right. Without conscious thought, she turned left. Each step felt guided by some buried memory. She passed closed doors, ornate vases, paintings of stern-looking men who must be West ancestors.
At the end of the corridor stood a glass door. Beyond it, Ella could see the outline of plants silhouetted against the night sky. The conservatory. She knew it would be there before she saw it.
The door opened silently. Warm, humid air enveloped her, rich with the scent of soil and flowers. The glass structure was bathed in soft moonlight filtering through the ceiling, creating a silvery glow. Plants of all varieties thrived in the carefully maintained environment – tropical flowers, ferns, small citrus trees.
Ella moved between the planters, her fingers trailing over leaves. This place felt significant, though she couldn't say why. At the center of the conservatory stood a section dedicated to roses. Dozens of varieties bloomed in a rainbow of colors, their fragrance heavy in the air.
One particular bush caught her eye – roses with petals that shifted from cream at the base to deep pink at the edges. Beautiful, unusual, and undeniably familiar.
Ella reached out, touching a bloom gently. A memory surfaced – clear, vivid, and unexpected.
She was small, maybe four or five. A kind woman with golden hair was showing her these exact roses.
"They're called Nostalgia," the woman explained, smiling down at her. "Special roses for a special girl."
"Can I pick one?" she had asked, her child's voice high and eager.
"Just one," the golden-haired woman said. "And be careful of the thorns, sweetheart."
The memory faded, leaving Ella breathless. The golden-haired woman was Elizabeth West – Adrian's mother. The woman from the portrait. She had been here before, as a child. She had known Elizabeth.
A sound broke her reverie – a soft groan from deeper in the conservatory. Ella froze, listening. It came again, followed by what sounded like mumbled words.
Cautiously, she moved toward the sound, weaving between large potted palms. In a small sitting area surrounded by greenery, she found Adrian.
He was slumped in a wicker chair, a nearly empty bottle of scotch on the table beside him. His bow tie hung undone around his neck, his jacket discarded on the floor. He looked nothing like the impeccably controlled man she'd known for two months. Here, surrounded by flowers and darkness, he seemed smaller somehow. Broken.
"Mother," he mumbled, his eyes closed, clearly unaware of Ella's presence. "Why did you do it? Why leave me alone?"
Ella stood motionless, witnessing a private pain she wasn't meant to see. She should leave, she knew. Return to her room before he discovered her. But something kept her frozen in place – pity, curiosity, or perhaps a sense that this moment was important.
"Should've protected you," Adrian continued, his words slurred, barely coherent. "From her. From Sofia."
Sofia. Her mother's name. Ella's heart began to pound.
"Why did you trust her?" Adrian's voice cracked. "Your friend... your betrayer..."
Friend. The word echoed in Ella's mind, connecting with scattered fragments of memory. Her mother, in her rare lucid moments at the hospital, sometimes spoke of a friend she had wronged. "I shouldn't have done it to Elizabeth," she would say. "My dearest friend..."
A picture formed in Ella's mind – a photograph she'd seen among her mother's few possessions. Two young women smiling, arms linked. One was clearly her mother. The other, with golden hair and a kind smile, must have been Elizabeth West.
The conservatory seemed to spin around her as pieces clicked into place. Her mother and Elizabeth had been friends. Her mother, Sofia, was "the woman who destroyed my family" – the one Adrian had mentioned in the library.
Adrian stirred, mumbling again, pulling Ella from her thoughts. She needed to leave before he saw her. As she backed away, her elbow brushed against a plant, rustling the leaves.
Adrian's eyes fluttered open, unfocused and glazed. "Who's there?" he asked, his voice raspy.
"It's just me," Ella said softly, seeing no point in hiding now. "Ella."
He blinked slowly, struggling to focus. "Ella," he repeated, as if testing the name. In his drunken state, he seemed to have difficulty connecting her to their usual dynamic.
"You should go back to your room," he said finally, making a weak gesture toward the door.
"So should you," she replied, surprising herself with the boldness.
A strange, humorless smile crossed his face. "It's my house. I'll sleep where I want."
"In a chair in the conservatory?"
Adrian looked around, as if just realizing where he was. "The roses," he murmured. "She loved these roses."
"Your mother," Ella said. It wasn't a question.
He nodded, his usual defenses dissolved by alcohol. "She planted them. Tended them herself." His eyes drifted to the Nostalgia roses Ella had been examining. "Those were her favorites."
"I remember," Ella said without thinking.
Adrian's gaze sharpened slightly. "What did you say?"
Ella hesitated. Should she reveal what she was beginning to suspect? That she had been in this house before, as a child? That their mothers had been friends?
Before she could decide, Adrian's eyes clouded again. "You look like her," he mumbled, echoing his words from the library. "Sofia. When she was young."
The confirmation sent a chill through Ella. "My mother," she said softly.
Adrian's head bobbed in a loose nod. "She was my mother's friend. Her companion. Her betrayer." His words were bitter even through the slurring.
"What did she do?" Ella asked, seizing the opportunity while his guards were down.
But Adrian's moment of openness was passing. His expression hardened, though his eyes remained unfocused. "Ask her yourself," he said. "Oh wait, you can't. She's too busy being crazy." He laughed, a hollow sound that echoed painfully in the glass-enclosed space.
Ella's hands curled into fists at her sides. Even now, drunk and vulnerable, he could still wound with casual cruelty.
"I should go," she said stiffly.
Adrian waved a dismissive hand. "Run along, little Sofia." The name slip seemed unconscious. "Back to your gilded cage."
Ella turned to leave, conflict visible on her face. She wanted to say something—to defend her mother, to question him further, to express the confusion swirling inside her—but the words wouldn't come. The revelation that her mother might truly be responsible for destroying his family had shaken her deeply.
"Sleep well, Mr. West," she finally said softly, her voice carrying a weight that hadn't been there before. Understanding and pity had begun to compete with her rightful anger toward him.
As she walked away, leaving him alone with his bottle and bitter memories, Ella felt the strange sense that the ground beneath her had shifted. Everything she thought she knew—about her situation, about Adrian, about her own mother—was suddenly uncertain.
Back in her room, Ella paced restlessly. The image of Adrian slumped in that chair, broken and vulnerable, wouldn't leave her mind. She sat on the edge of the bed, then stood again. Despite everything he had done to her, she couldn't just leave him there all night.
"This is ridiculous," she muttered to herself. "After everything he's done to you..."
Yet twenty minutes later, she found herself heading back to the conservatory. A sense of responsibility—or perhaps something deeper she wasn't ready to name—drove her forward.
Adrian hadn't moved. He was slumped even further down in the chair, the now-empty bottle tipped over beside him. His breathing was heavy and uneven.
"Mr. West," Ella said, approaching cautiously. "Adrian."
He didn't respond. She touched his shoulder gently, then with more force. Nothing but a mumbled incoherence. He was completely unconscious.
Ella sighed, looking around the conservatory. She couldn't leave him here—the night air was growing cool, and the humidity of the plant-filled space wasn't healthy for someone in his condition.
"I must be insane," she whispered, bending down and managing to get one of his arms around her shoulders.
With considerable effort, she hauled him to his feet. Adrian was much heavier than he looked, his tall frame deadweight against her. He mumbled something unintelligible as she staggered under his weight.
The journey from the conservatory to the main house was slow and awkward. Ella had to stop several times to adjust her grip and catch her breath. By the time they reached the main foyer, she was sweating and her muscles burned with the effort.
The grand staircase loomed before her. There was no way she could get him up those stairs by herself.
"The sofa it is," she decided, navigating toward the nearest sitting room.
The room was elegant but comfortable, with a large sofa that looked capable of accommodating Adrian's tall frame. With a final burst of strength, Ella maneuvered him onto the cushions, nearly collapsing herself with the effort.
Adrian immediately rolled to his side, his breathing becoming more regular. In sleep, the hard lines of his face softened. Without his usual cold control, he looked younger, almost innocent—though Ella knew better than anyone how deceptive that appearance was.
She found a throw blanket draped over a nearby chair and covered him with it. As she tucked it around his shoulders, his hand suddenly caught her wrist—not with his usual controlling grip, but with the instinctive grasp of someone seeking comfort.
"Don't leave," he mumbled, clearly still mostly unconscious. "Please."
The vulnerability in that single word—"please," a term she'd never heard from him before—caught her off guard.
"I'm not going anywhere," she said softly, unsure why she was offering comfort to the man who had tormented her for months. Perhaps it was because, for this one moment, she wasn't seeing Adrian West, ruthless businessman and her captor, but the abandoned ten-year-old boy who had watched his mother die.
She settled into an armchair across from the sofa, watching as Adrian's breathing deepened into the regular rhythm of sleep. Tomorrow, the walls would go back up. Tomorrow, he would be the cold, controlling man she had come to fear.
But tonight, watching over her tormentor as he slept, Ella glimpsed the complex tangle of pain and history that bound them together—a knot far more complicated than she had ever imagined.