GAYANDI CAZ ADAMI
I never stopped. I heard her speak, "My name is Margo." But I never stopped. I ran right into my room and slammed the door behind me. "Holy fuck". I let out as I fell into the armchair next to my bed.
I love this armchair. I got it from a friend that had passed on recently. His name was Gayandi Lovette. He was a jazz musician. And, he was a pretty fucking good jazz musician at that. Gayandi had a way about him. He could take the things that most people feel, but cannot ever put into words. And he translated that into the most beautiful guitar music you could ever witness on this sphere or any other. I can remember nights of him playing jazz guitar in the warm summer air while my wife and i danced around the living room into the parlor and back into the living room. We danced for hours and hours some nights.
I missed the days when my wife was still here. They were the greatest days of my life. Perhaps the greatest days I will ever know. I can still smell her perfume from time to time. Sometimes it's on her pillow that still lies in its spot on the bed. Other times it's on my collar where she used to lay her head when we sat in the swing on the porch, rocking our nights away. It keeps my mind at peace in a way that nothing else can. And for that I will forever be grateful.
I drifted back from thinking about my friend gayandi's jazz guitar music into the current situation. Which was: Me locked in my bedroom safely with the gun in my hand. And Key, my roommate, outside with that maniac named Margo. She's probably ripped him to shreds and devoured his testicles by now. I couldn't help but wonder though. What was going on outside my door?
I pressed my ear up to the door. I couldnt hear anything. No sounds of people talking or walking. Nothing. I am becoming more and more curious as to who this Margo is, the girl with the rain. I couldn't help myself any longer. I tucked the gun into the back of my pants the way I used to see the gangsters do it in the movies back in the old days when I was a child, and I opened the door.