Chapter: Unknown
23 May, 1201
Dear Diary, today was a wonderful day. I went on a date with
%@!#*&#!&&*!#@#!. We seem to be getting closer and closer to each other.
(⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡)
24 May, 1201
Dear Diary, today was another beautiful day. We went to the beach and had something similar to ice cream back on Earth. It's called "Frozen Cream" ( ￣＾￣). Real original. Anyway, that's it for today.
ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
24 July, 1201
It's been a while since I wrote this, but uh… I met a pretty clingy girl a few days ago at our favorite restaurant in Astro, her name is %!&*@. %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#! didn't like her one bit, neither did I. But, %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#! got a bit jealous, which is cute and all, but uhh… I gotta avoid %!&*@ so I can keep her happy.
ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ
4 August, 1201
%@!#*&#!&&*!#@#! didn't like %!&*@ sticking around me so much, and cursed for the first time and told her to fuck off. Not gonna lie, that did awaken something in me, but it's nothing serious… hopefully.
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24 August, 1201
%@!#*&#!&&*!#@#! finally snapped and threatened %!&*@ with her sword. I didn't do anything because I also wanted %!&*@ to… FUCK OFF as well.
╭∩╮( ＾◡＾)╭∩╮
9 September, 1201
It's a mess. Ever since %!&*@ came into our lives, my relationship with %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#! has kept going downhill from there. %!&*@ tried to flirt with me every chance she gets, she can somehow find me even when I activate my stealth skills. When I told %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#! about it, she sure wasn't happy.
10 September
%@!#*&#!&&*!#@#! ran away because of a HUGE misunderstanding. It was all %!&*@'s fault for pushing me and getting me into that… precarious position! But %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#! didn't even bother listening to my explanation, and she even took off our engagement ring before she left! I hope she will get over it when she gets some space for herself.
11 September
%@!#*&#!&&*!#@#! had not come back yet
12 September
She still hasn't come back. I'm worried.
13 Sep
She will come back
14 Sep
I should look for her
7 October
This is now my only source of memory of her.
21 November
Damn it, nothing is going right, killed bunch of bandits, looted their bases. However, still no sign of %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#!.
4 December
I found a clue!
9 January
I lost her… Forever… Her cold body lay at rest for eternity as I held her for the last time. Tears refused to fall because of the extreme cold. Then I noticed a stab wound as I took one last look at her. Rage boiled over me, and the fluttering snow melted as soon as they are near me. I swore revenge against whoever had done this. First… I have someone in mind.
10 January
I buried %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#! with my own hands. My nails broke off, and my fingers bled, but I couldn't feel anything. The world was once again monochrome, a world without %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#!.
29 January
I killed %!&*@, but I still don't feel satisfied. I only felt even emptier than before. I decided to just focus on finding a way to die.
14
I slit my throat today, I still can't die on purpose, I keep healing faster than I could bleed out. Trial one is a failure.
29
I tried everything, drowning, burning, jumping into lava, fighting a dragon, and I asked multiple people to kill me, but they, of course, refused, or were unable to kill me. Do I have to live without %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#! for the rest of my life? No, I must die so I can activate [Death's Embrace]
../../13..
Experiment 10,100,812 failed. I cannot die of old age or any natural causes. Illness and poison are completely detoxed the moment they enter me. My wounds were healing faster than they were initially. I had accidentally made myself even harder to kill. I decided to just try and get over %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#!.
../../13..
GOD DAMN IT!!! I still can't get over %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#!! How long are you going to torment me for?!
../../13..
I decided to go back to civilization to hopefully get over %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#!.
29/02/1309
I finally caught up with the calendar. The town was... warm, very much unlike my... base, if you can even call it that.
04/09/1309
Lately, I can feel my stress slowly melting away, maybe... Just maybe, I'm finally getting over %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#!.
05/09/1309
A child gave me a flower today. My rigid face has finally moved and smiled for the first time in decades.
06/09/1309
I decided to find a job. I went with a guard and a herbalist. I pretty much can't die, and I tried every herb on the continent, so I'm pretty knowledgeable about that.
10/09/1309
I decided to go to a barber instead of cutting my hair like always, I wanted to switch it up a bit. I like it a lot.
12/31/1309
When was my birthday again? I had forgotten, but since I started anew, let my birthday be at the last day of the year, to signify the beginning after the end.
12/31/1310
I had become quite popular with the villagers, and they all decided to throw me a party without my consent. Although... it doesn't feel bad.
05/19/1311
I THOUGHT I HAD GOTTEN OVER %@!#*&#!&&*!#@#!!!!!!!! WHY?! WHY AM I STILL FEELING SO EMPTY?!
05/20/1311
I decided to go find someone to hang out with, her name is Ophelia. But all I felt during our time together was discomfort and nausea.
06/21/1312
I decided to leave the village because my symptoms were getting worse; I couldn't even talk to people without feeling nauseous. I decided to become a nomad and travel the continent.
10/10/1390
I heard an interesting rumor about a credible fortune teller. I decided to go to the fortune teller and get my fortune told.
10/11/1390
I got to the fortune teller, but all she said was "Be careful of the Moon, your wish will come true." I don't know what she meant.
11/08/1406
I was ambushed, but I didn't really care. I had almost instantaneous regeneration, and I still want to die to fix my mistake.
11/20/1406
Well, I cleared a cult's primary base; they had a Moon as their symbol. Maybe they can kill me?
../../15..
I had watched over the cult from the shadows for probably decades now, and sometimes assisted them to do whatever they were doing. Today was the day of their ritual, I had high hopes for a strong monster or a demon lord. But all I was greeted with was a toddler. I left and decided to wait a few more years. I could sense that child's immense potential.
../../15..
It's been a few decades, and I've heard of a great hero slaying demons and saving many people. I have a feeling it was the toddler from before.
../../15..
I traveled through the continent to find the rumored hero, and I will leave my final note here.
To whoever finds this in the future, do not trust the Moon.
-From A Foolish Person.
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"Ugh, did I sleep too much? Why does my head feel like it's going to burst?" Suddenly, I felt something dripping down my face.
"Tears?" I wiped it away with my thumbs and just shrugged it off.
"Did I have a bad drea-" I tried to remember it, but all I got was a skull-crushing headache.
"Alright, alright, I will just not remember it then, God." I huffed and opened the window to let in the fresh air and smiled at the life ahead of me in this fantastical world.