Therapy

Leo: POV

After Leo had dropped Oliver off at his kindergarten, Christopher and he drove to work. He explained emphatically that he had to stay away from him during this time so that they wouldn't attract any unnecessary attention. 

Accordingly, Leo entered the building 10 minutes before Christopher and had a brief chat with his supervisor until a loud murmur rang through the office. 

Christopher had probably arrived. This was apparently a natural reaction of people when they saw Christopher. Leo couldn't deny that he was attractive, but that was an exaggeration. 

Leo sighed as his supervisor complied with the restlessness. He would watch the whole spectacle for a few more seconds and then go to his workstation in the training hall. 

The otherwise quiet people in the office seemed to have changed, they were all excited and loud. Leo had to smile a little, as he knew how much Christopher disliked such attention. 

When everything in the office had calmed down a little and Christopher disappeared into the office with his supervisor, Leo left too. 

He was immediately greeted by Benjamin, who had apparently been waiting for him at the entrance to the hall. "Chief!" Just like the day before, he put his arm on Leo's shoulder and Leo didn't bother to admonish him for it and just let him do it.

"Did you hear that? We're getting another new employee and it's supposed to be Christopher Wollseif." "Word gets around quickly." "Have you seen him yet?" "Yes, when I came in, why?" "I don't know," Benjamin broke away from Leo. "Is he really that good-looking?" Leo shrugged his shoulders: "Yeah, he is." 

Benjamin sighed loudly. "I can't stand him at all. It's not like he was born beautiful," he said sarcastically. "He thinks he can win everyone over with his looks." Leo looked at Benjamin with irritation. Leo knew that Benjamin couldn't know Christopher, as he couldn't stand this attention at all.

So he asked: "What makes you think that?" "My ex-husband, a male omega...Every time the Wollseif was on TV, his show had to be switched on. He was totally infatuated with this guy and only because of his looks. As an alpha, I just felt unattractive and betrayed, so I developed a certain resentment towards Christopher Wollseif." Benjamin folded his arms behind his head. 

"But that wasn't the reason you broke up, was it?" "Well, half of it. My ex was very...slutty. I know you don't say that, but anyone he thought was prettier or richer than me was hit on, he was also very mentally unstable and bitchy, he often blackmailed me emotionally and at some point I couldn't take it any more, I divorced him and sued for custody, even though he didn't want our son anyway. Since then, Jonathan has never seen him again, but sometimes my ex still comes to see me at work when he's single." 

Leo was a little surprised by Benjamin's openness, which is why he couldn't think of much to say at that moment other than "Must have been a tough time." "There's worse, there's better," Benjamin grinned. "You know how it is, don't you? It's just that you're a single male omega, it must be hell with all the prejudices, which is why you're pretending to be an alpha, isn't it? What about Oliver's father? Is he still a part of your lives?" 

Leo was about to answer him, but he faltered and stopped. "What did you say? How do you...?!" A sinking feeling spread through his stomach. "I knew it from the start. You can fool others, but not someone like me, who was married to a male Omega for years. Don't worry, I won't tell anyone, you have your reasons." Benjamin was still smiling carefree, putting his arm around Leo again, while Leo wasn't particularly comfortable with the situation.

"Is that why you're always touching me like that?" this time Leo took his arm off his shoulders based on what he knew now. 

"I'd be lying if I said I didn't find you attractive and you're single, right?" Leo swallowed. "That's right, yeah," he couldn't very well tell him that he was involved with Christopher, it wasn't a relationship after all, even if Christopher wanted it at the moment. But only at the moment - Leo thought. 

Benjamin took his arm away, but moved closer to Leo. "By the way, since we've gotten so many new employees this month, we're having a welcome party for the newbies this weekend, on Sunday. Make sure you come, it's important for our working relationships. Do you have someone who can look after Oliver?" 

"Yes, I have a babysitter, Berta, I'll contact her to look after Oliver that day," Leo took a step away from Benjamin. "Oho, you rich bitch. Can she look after Jonathan too, by any chance?" "Sure, I'll sort it out, just bring him round first." "Thank you, as a single father it's not that easy sometimes." Leo took a deep breath. 

Before he could say anything, a familiar voice rang out through the speakers in the hall. "Mr. Neumann, please come to the research compartment immediately." For once, Leo was grateful that he had been called by the researchers at that very moment. He was very glad not to have to continue this conversation, as the atmosphere between him and Benjamin had become very awkward after the revelation. 

"I'm off then," Leo said, before heading back to the office, then to the elevator and up to the 7th floor, which belonged to the research department. He was met at the entrance by the lady he only knew in evening dress. "We'll go into a secluded room and talk quietly. You've messed up and you know it. But probably not the extent of it."

Another conversation he didn't feel comfortable having, yet he followed her as he looked around rather curiously. After all, this had also been his late biological father's workplace. He would never have thought that he would see this place in real life and not just from pictures or video calls. 

They walked a few more meters before entering a consultation room with soundproof walls and the door locked behind them. "What was that supposed to be yesterday?" "What do you mean," Leo said, trying not to let on that he knew what it was about. 

"The assassination attempt on the dragon families yesterday. The investigation clearly showed that it was you, but also that it wasn't exactly an assassination. We were able to cover your tracks, but you got the attention of someone you didn't want it from. Now the head of the Fahras is not only looking for Leon Fahras, but also for Leonard Neumann, the best sniper. They don't seem to know you're the same people, but I can't promise you, after yesterday, how much longer we can protect you. Not only the Fahras, but also our superiors are not very enthusiastic about your actions."

A cold shiver took Leo, he literally felt sick. "I know you've done one-offs like this before that were covered up, but now there are some other powerful people at the levers who aren't so enthusiastic about your actions." She was probably alluding to an incident that had happened shortly after Leo had joined the military and entered the protection program. 

She ran her fingers through her hair. "I'm only so involved with you because I knew your father and held him in high esteem. I'll continue to advocate for you, but I don't know how well I'll get away with it if you fuck up again, whether it's something like yesterday or another pregnancy. You know that you are protected by your abilities above all else and they just aren't there with you pregnant, you become useless for the time being and the government has no intention of continuing to protect you if something happens again. I'm supposed to give you this as a warning," she sighed.

"I wish this had all gone differently too." Leo bit his lower lip. Yes, he had probably relied too much on his immunity from the government. If he hadn't known that something like yesterday would be covered up, he would never have done it. But even that probably had its limits. Of course he was grateful for what they did for him, but he would prefer not to need it at all. 

"I understand," Leo only said, he visibly had a lump in his throat, he could hardly swallow. He hated these limitations. He could understand why he had been forbidden to go on these 'rampages' himself, but the fact that everything was also affecting his love and family life pissed him off. 

After all, his headache had almost completely disappeared by then, leaving only a small stinging sensation in his temple. So at least he could go to work properly after this exhausting conversation. 

Today's plan was to observe his trainees, how they reacted in dangerous situations and how they used their skills. Leo quickly noticed that, despite some of the older men's combat missions, they lacked experience in fighting in the open and against monsters. 

However, this gave Leo a goal for the rest of the week: to teach the men and the one woman, who was actually doing quite well in comparison given that she was young and had no combat experience, some procedures via the monster simulation and to convey the danger posed by these creatures. 

And so the second working day went by quite quickly. Leo waited for Christopher in the car after work, trying to avoid any close contact with Benjamin and Christopher beforehand, but now that no one saw them, it was fine. And so Christopher got into the car too. 

"It's a good thing you weren't capable enough for the office job," Christopher greeted Leo with a grin. "So you got the job that was actually meant for me in the office?" Christopher nodded. "I was able to start straight away as I had the quality and the position needed to be filled urgently anyway." He shrugged his shoulders. 

"Fine." There was a brief silence between the two of them. "I saw you were as popular as ever?" Christopher rolled his eyes. "Oh, they're superficial as fuck anyway, the only thing people care about is my looks or my status." Leo laughed. "Well, if you'd turned up in that outfit from yesterday, they probably would have jumped right down your throat." 

"My traditional garb? I hate that thing. It's so fucking uncomfortable and tight." "Well, I thought it was sexy," Leo added with a grin. "Well, maybe I'll wear it again after all." 

"But then only for me, not that you'll break any more marriages with your looks alone," Leo faltered. Perhaps he shouldn't tell him, and above all he had resolved to distance himself from Christopher after the warning from the research department today, but when he was with Christopher, he simply couldn't keep his thoughts to himself. 

"What do you mean?" grumbled Christopher. Leo hesitated briefly whether he should tell him, but now it was too late to row back. "A colleague at work told me that his ex-husband, a male omega, has been stalking you almost pathologically on TV." Christopher shook his head. "Not the first time I've heard that, unfortunately, but it didn't really lead to the break-up, did it?" 

"Well, only half. It was probably part of his ex-husband being very...bitchy." "I see," he said dismissively. "Well, never mind now, I'm off to pick up Oliver." Leo parked the car and got out. He only noticed Christopher staring after him. 

Everything was running smoothly at the kindergarten today too, so Oliver sat down in his seat in a good mood. "Hello, Christopher," he waved excitedly after the door closed behind him. "Do you have work now?" Oliver asked curiously. "Yes, kiddo. It all worked out." "I'm glad, then you can stay with us." Oliver grinned like a honey cake horse. 

Leo got back into the driver's seat. "Christopher and I have a dinner with the company on Sunday. Jonathan is coming over and Berta will look after you." Oliver nodded excitedly. "Uhhh yeah, are we doing anything on Saturday, Dad? You don't have to work on Saturday, do you? There's supposed to be a cool aquarium here, the kids said! I want to go there!" Leo pulled the car into the last street. "Yes, we can do that." "Can Christopher come with us?" Leo parked the car. "No my darling, we can't and you know that, he's far too conspicuous." Christopher intervened: "And what if I dress up?" "Good idea!" Oliver shouted. 

"Is anyone even listening to me, I said no," Leo got a little impatient and got out of the car, releasing Oliver from his seat. "I want at least some time alone with my son, okay?" "Dad," Oliver looked at him with googly eyes and then came closer to him, "You said yourself that you don't know if Christopher will stay forever. If he wants to leave again, you'll have a lot of time for me alone again and I want to spend time with Papa Christopher while he's with us," he whispered in his ear. Leo drew his eyebrows together and sighed in annoyance. "Fine by me." 

Leo went into the apartment with Oliver first, Christopher following a few minutes later. As soon as the door was closed and Leo had set Oliver down, Christopher pushed Leo against the wall next to the door. He pressed a kiss to his mouth and licked his lips while his hand wandered to Leo's ass. 

Leo smacked the head with his free hand and turned slightly away from Christopher. "Oliver's here." "Nah, I'm not even here anymore," Oliver grinned. "I guess I'll be in my room for now." So the little boy toddled out of sight of the two grown men. 

"Clever kid," Christopher breathed provocatively into Leo's ear and slipped his hand into Leo's trousers. "You've conspired against me." Leo was almost pouting, but he couldn't stop himself from groaning as Christopher penetrated him with two fingers. 

"You're pretty wet for not wanting this at all." Christopher undid Leo's belt and pulled down his underpants and underpants. Leo got very warm, he realized how aroused he was just by Christopher's touch. 

"I think there was something about you that was looking forward to being touched again." Christopher took hold of Leo's penis and began to jerk him off, Leo tried to mentally resist a little but couldn't and gave in, pulling Christopher's pants and underpants down and then wandering under Christopher's black shirt with his hands, first to his chest muscles and then he began to undo the buttons. 

His fingernails scraped lightly over the skin as he pushed Christopher's shirt aside and slowly placed his hands on Christopher's penis. They pressed their penises together and Christopher masturbated with both penises in his hand. "Turn around." Leo didn't think about it any longer and turned around until he realized what Christopher was up to. "Here?! Directly?!" he moaned. "Remember the fucking condom!" "Tsk," Christopher clicked his tongue, bent down, grabbed his wallet from his pants and pulled out a condom. "Do you always have one with you?" "Only since you insist on only shagging me with a condom." 

He slipped the condom over his penis and then penetrated Leo. Leo put his hand over his mouth while Christopher pushed deeper and deeper into him. Christopher bit his shoulder. "Does anything actually happen if I bite your neck? You're an alpha, nothing should happen, right?" Christopher went in for another bite, this time aimed at Leo's neck. "Don't do that!" Leo turned away. "Even if something did happen, it wouldn't bother me," Christopher stopped moving. 

"It would bother me though, leave it alone." Christopher sighed, thrust once more and bit his shoulder instead. Leo groaned too and the next deep thrust made Leo come with a loud moan, which he tried to cover up by biting his own hand. His cum splattered against the wall and his insides contracted spasmodically, tightening around Christopher's penis and making him come too. "Fuck," he groaned, clawing into Leo's shoulders. 

"That was a quick round," Christopher grumbled and pulled out of Leo and put his pants back on. Leo put his clothes back on too. "Don't complain, be glad you got laid at all." "Yeah yeah, you're a bit of a sheepdog, you know that?" Christopher gave Leo a kiss on the forehead. Leo raised an eyebrow and fastened his belt. "Why?" "You're pretty snarky, but always protective of what you hold dear." "Mhm, okay, I understand the comparison, speaking of which, I'm going to go check on Oliver, hopefully we haven't upset him," his brow still furrowed, he walked into Oliver's room. Before doing so, he told Christopher that he should at least cook and put the condom away to make up for it and then disappeared behind the door. 

"All good, sweetheart?" Leo sat down on the edge of Oliver's bed, but Oliver was playing quietly on the carpet with his toy cars. "Yes, why not?" Oliver looked up at Leo. "Well, you must have heard strange noises. "Adult noises. You did that the day before yesterday. Am I going to have a little brother or sister now?" Leo couldn't hold back his grin. "You're too smart for that stuff, son." Oliver looked down at the floor again, put his cars in order and then jumped up. "Dad, am I going to have a little brother or sister, yes or no?" he called out loudly. "No, you're not getting one." "Why not?" Oliver sat down on Leo's lap. "Do you want one?" "No, not one. I want lots of them so that I always have someone to play with." Leo smiled gently, but his heart felt heavy. 

It wasn't that Leo didn't want more children, but just today again, he was threatened that under no circumstances would he be allowed to have children in the next few years if he wanted to jeopardize the family he now had with Oliver. Inside he felt incredibly torn, of course he would love to have a normal, big family, with more children, with a normal life that Oliver, he and Christopher could lead... wait Christopher? Leo shook his head. This man had already burned himself too deeply into his mind. He urgently needed to distance himself from Christopher before he allowed himself to be tempted to do things that were simply not beneficial, but rather really dangerous. Even if the thought of letting go of Christopher and even pushing him away was more painful than he wanted to admit. 

"I'm sorry. Maybe someday, but right now it's just not right. My work has already warned me that they won't tolerate another absence due to pregnancy," Leo tried to be as transparent with Oliver as he could so that Oliver would understand as best he could. But Oliver didn't look like he actually understood, how could he, he was just a child in the end. Some tears gathered in Olivers eyes, but Christopher interrupted them with a knock on the door. "There's food, both of you." Leo took Oliver in his arms, Oliver clung to Leo and sobbed. "We can do this." Leo gave Oliver a kiss on the forehead. Christopher wanted to do the same, but Leo pulled away. 

Christopher's expression darkened slightly. "Have I done something wrong?" "No, I just need a little distance. That's all." Christopher didn't understand the sudden change of heart and Oliver didn't seem particularly enthusiastic either. However, they both swallowed their words and the atmosphere became tense and actually distant. 

Leo felt incredibly bad emotionally, as if something was permanently crushing his heart and larynx, but to protect him, Oliver and yes, Christopher too, it was necessary now, better too soon than too late. Then it would only hurt more, even if it was already incredibly crushing. 

Leo continued to put on a mask over the next few days, which of course didn't go down well and Christopher got more and more pissed off every day. Leo himself was really miserable, so much so that Benjamin drew his attention to his increasing hormones. So Leo simply swallowed more of his suppressants and hoped that it would be enough for Christopher not to notice. He hadn't even informed Jasper because he knew he was against Leo distancing himself from Christopher and destroying himself just because of his "stupid work" and he just couldn't listen to that right now. 

The only person who knew to some extent that Leo was going through a lot emotionally was Benjamin, but he didn't know anything more specific either. All he knew was that he was trying to take advantage of Leo's bad mood to make a pass at him, but Leo fought him off every day and buried his frustration under a lot of work. 

The Saturday on which the three of them wanted to go to the aquarium was correspondingly tense. Wearing a blond wig and black sunglasses, Christopher disguised himself so that he was no longer recognizable, but his height was still noticeable. Most of the time, Christopher carried Oliver on his arm, as this was the best way for him to see and Leo? Leo kept his distance. He watched the two of them from a safe distance. The thought alone that they really did look like father and child tore him apart inside. 

By the time Christopher was asked by women whether Oliver was his son and that they looked so much alike and where Oliver's mother was, he felt like crying. He would have liked to intervene and say that he was the mother and yes, Christopher was his father and Leo's husband, but he couldn't, so he swallowed it. The longer he kept his distance from Christopher, the worse he felt, so he just swallowed more and more of his pills to suppress his rising emotions and pheromones, because they made him feel numb. As if he had a moment's peace from the feelings he harbored towards Christopher. 

Oliver, on the other hand, seemed to be having a great time and when they returned home that evening, he was still raving about the sharks he had seen that day. Leo, however, excused himself for the rest of the evening, saying only that they should eat alone, and barricaded himself in his room. He just dropped into bed, didn't even change his clothes, and cried and cried and cried himself to sleep. When was the last time he felt this bad emotionally? Probably when he was with the Fahras. Leo was so exhausted from all the crying, the pills and his emotions that he even slept until midday the next day. 

In between, Christopher and Oliver had knocked every now and then to check on him, but Leo kept sending them away until he got out of bed at around 1 pm, got changed, took his medication, too many of them again, and went downstairs - after all, Jonathan and Benjamin would soon be at the door - and made himself a coffee. Even as he walked down the stairs, he saw Christopher and Oliver, who had apparently just been playing with each other in the living room, staring at him. 

Leo walked past them, stroked Oliver's hair and gave him a kiss on the head. It was impossible to talk to Leo before coffee anyway, both Oliver and Christopher knew that by now. Just as they were about to confront him about his behavior, the doorbell rang. "Jonathan!" Oliver called out happily and opened the front door. The door was wide open and the boys jumped into each other's arms, only the adults stared at each other silently for a moment, until Benjamin and Christopher said at the same time: "What's he doing here?" Leo stood there with his coffee cup in his hand and wanted to smack his forehead with the flat of his hand. He hadn't thought about that, or hadn't given it a second thought. "Benjamin is Jonathan's father," Leo said matter-of-factly and put his cup down. 

"That's the guy who tried to make a pass at you." Leo looked at Christopher. "How do you know that again?" "I saw you guys when the boss was showing me around. Is he the reason you've been so distant from me the last few days?" "You're crazy," said Leo, annoyed. "And Benjamin, Christopher is an old friend from the military. He's having problems with his family and is staying with me until things are sorted out." Leo realized that Benjamin's head was rattling and the scales were falling from his eyes, his eyes went to Oliver and then back to Leo. Leo put his finger to his lips and signaled Benjamin to be quiet. Christopher gritted his lower jaw. He looked like a biting wolf. "Get ready, Christopher. I'll finish getting dressed too, I guess the three of us are going. Berta should be there any minute." 

"I already am," a bright voice sounded directly behind Benjamin, who was a little startled by it. "Hello, I'm Berta. I'm looking after the two boys today." She held out her hand to Benjamin. "Nice to meet you, thank you for working out." "No problem. Does Jonathan have any allergies or intolerances?" "Nuts, he has a relatively severe allergy to nuts." Benjamin handed Berta the bag he had over his shoulder earlier. "There's his Epipen in there, for emergencies." Berta nodded. "Understood, then I wish you three a nice evening." 

Christopher and Leo did put on their jackets. They both wore black suit trousers with belts, Leo wore a white shirt and Christopher a black one. The parents said goodbye to their children, who were already excitedly on their way to Oliver's room. Afterwards, there was an awkward silence between the three adults. 

Benjamin drove the car while Leo sat in the passenger seat and Christopher sat in the back seat behind Leo. Leo just stared out of the window, he could barely keep his eyes open and his eyes were bloodshot, while Christopher fixed his gaze on Benjamin and didn't take his eyes off him. 

Benjamin broke the silence. "Leo, why do you look like shit? Is everything all right?" "Huh, what?" Leo startled out of his half-sleep. "Exactly that. You look like shit." "Just slept badly," Leo grumbled and dozed off again. Benjamin raised his eyebrow, but didn't say anything more, instead turning to Christopher. 

"Are you done with all that stare now?" "No," growled Christopher and that was the end of the conversation. Benjamin sighed. This combination wasn't particularly good, as the atmosphere between them made clear. Christopher seemed jealous, Leo was completely emotionally drained at the moment anyway and Benjamin was in the middle of it all. 

So they kept quiet for the rest of the journey.

POV: Christopher

The destination was a kind of bar and restaurant. The plan was for the groups to eat a snack together and spend the rest of the evening drinking, playing drinking games and engaging in casual conversation. 

There were fixed seats according to vocation, which is why Christopher was seated at a different table to Leo and Benjamin, which immediately made him even more disgruntled. 

Leo, on the other hand, seemed a little apathetic, he couldn't finish a bite and went straight for the alcohol, which turned out to be an incredibly bad idea. 

You couldn't have any real conversations with him, he kept drifting off into his thoughts and emotions and drank one glass of alcohol after another. 

Benjamin naturally took advantage of this situation and kept throwing himself at Leo by putting his arm around him or getting his face very close to Leo's face. At first, Leo kept pushing him away, but as his alcohol level rose, he no longer had the strength and just let it happen. Despite the high alcohol level, he didn't make any advances himself. 

Christopher kept a constant eye on the two of them as he was swarmed by men and women trying to strike up conversations with him, but for the most part he skillfully ignored the others and continued to stare at Leo. 

Every minute he felt more and more displeased and when Leo disappeared into the toilet with Benjamin at the latest, something snapped in him. He wanted to follow them straight away, but the people at his table stopped him. "I just have to go to the toilet," he growled in a huff. "You just want to follow the two people you've been staring at the whole time. Mr. Haze and Mr. Neumann, right?" a lady said, clinging to his arm. He hadn't even bothered to remember her name. "Why don't you let them do it, you've got us. What do you want from them?" Christopher became increasingly annoyed and pushed the woman away from him. The look on his face was incredibly pissed off and so he freed himself from her grip and stormed off to the toilet, but by then the two of them were already coming out of the door again.

"I think Leo's had too much to drink," Benjamin grinned awkwardly. Leo looked all sweaty and his hair was a mess. Christopher bit his lower lip. "What were you doing in there with him?!" hissed Christopher. Benjamin grinned. He wanted to take advantage of the situation and simply replied: "That will remain our secret. He has to go home in any case. He hasn't eaten anything, swallowed lots of pills and only drank alcohol." Christopher pulled Leo out of Benjamin's arm, who had been supporting him earlier. 

"I'll take care of that. Let go of him," growled Christopher. "I don't think you should take him home," Benjamin smiled provocatively. "Nonsense. We live together, so it's only logical. Don't think I'm going to let you drive home alone with him," Christopher hissed. "Leo's an adult," Benjamin replied. "And drunk." "Wouldn't you rather stay with your fan club?" Benjamin pointed to the women and men at Christopher's table, who were watching the whole situation from a distance. "I think if they see you taking Leo home, Leo's going to be in real trouble at work tomorrow." "I don't give a shit," Christopher nagged, pulling Leo completely away from Benjamin. Leo didn't take much notice of it all and just let it happen to him, he was barely in a reasonable state of consciousness. 

"All right," Benjamin continued to grin provocatively. "You'll see what you get for ignoring his wishes." Benjamin let go of Leo and made his way back to his table, not taking his eyes off Christopher and Leo, who disappeared through the side exit. Leo vomited once more in the street before they got into a cab. 

"Somehow this is giving me flashbacks...," Christopher grumbled, pissed off, and heaved Leo into the car. He gave the cab driver the address and they drove off. The only sign of life Leo gave in that time was a hiccup; he didn't say a word. "What made you drink so fucking much and then disappear into the toilet with Benjamin...," Christopher hissed, pissed off. 

When they arrived at the house, Christopher supported Leo and walked him to the apartment. The two boys were already asleep, Berta said goodbye as soon as she saw Leo's condition and Christopher took Leo up the stairs and towards his bedroom. 

"Everything sucks...," Leo mumbled now, completely drunk, which only increased Christopher's aggression. "Those are my fucking words, I should say that." Christopher pushed Leo against the hallway wall. Leo stared into Christopher's eyes, his eyes glazed over, his face red. Leo stroked Christopher's cheeks with his hand, but as soon as he realized what he was doing, he immediately pulled his hand back and avoided Christopher's gaze. 

"Why...," Leo mumbled. "Why?!" Christopher fixed Leo's arms above his head. "You're still asking me that? After you flirted with someone else in front of me while you wouldn't give me a fucking glance." "That's not true...," Leo muttered, staring at the floor.

"What of it isn't true?!" Christopher almost shouted. "All of it...," Leo grumbled quietly. "Prove it to me. Prove to me that you didn't have sex with him!" Christopher's hand went to Leo's belt, but Leo freed one of his arms and slapped Christophers hands away. "I don't have to prove anything here! We're not even a couple." Leo's voice grew louder, Christopher more aggressive. 

He fixed Leo once more, this time more forcefully, so that Leo couldn't defend himself in this state. "Then I'll see for myself!" Christopher undid Leo's belt and pulled down his pants and underpants. His hand moved to Leo's bottom. "You're incredibly wet. Did he make you that wet?!" he continued to yell, turning Leo so that his butt was right in front of Christopher's crotch. 

Christopher pulled his own pants and underpants down a little and played around with Leo's butt with his penis. "Don't...," Leo mumbled almost tearfully. "Not without a condom..." Christopher snapped, "Why? You're a fucking alpha. Did that guy fuck you without a condom and only I'm not allowed to? Why do you hate me so much?!" Christopher bit Leo's earlobe. "Ah~," Leo groaned out. "No, I didn't..., I'm not...," Leo couldn't find the words. 

"Spit it out. What are you trying to say?!" Christopher bit Leos shoulder again. "No, I...," Leo was completely confused and his head was foggy from the alcohol. He was slowly losing control and his pheromones were starting to leak out more and more. Christopher didn't really notice the smell at first, he was so pissed off, but his head was slowly going blank from the smell. The only thing he felt right now was anger, jealousy and obsession. 

"No, please don't...Benjamin has...," Christopher's last nerve burned through, he put his hand over Leo's mouth. "I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear anything else. Especially not his name," Christopher growled angrily, his face contorted in pain. 

"None of your... business anyway," Leo mumbled into Christopher's hand, a small, alcoholic hiccup coming up. Christopher had reached his limits, both of his anger and of what his head could take. 

Without a condom, he thrust into Leo. "Don't!" Leo shrieked, but Christopher muffled it with his hand in front of his mouth. "You belong to me. You're mine alone. And everything others have done to you until now, I'll do to you twice." Christopher continued to thrust, Leo's tears beginning to run down his cheeks sporadically. "Don't...," was the only word that came out of Leo's mouth every now and then. 

He was aroused himself, he wanted this sex on the one hand, but not like this, not in this way. He wanted Christopher's closeness so much, but he didn't want to allow it. He didn't want to give himself to Christopher, but it was too late for that. It felt so good, especially without the condom. 

Christopher's head was getting fuzzier by the second. The smell of Leo took him over completely, it drove him crazy and subconsciously the smell seemed familiar to him from somewhere. The sex was much more intense, but Christopher didn't want it to end so quickly. 

They moved from the wall to the floor, Christopher still pinning Leo's arms to the floor with one hand, Leo thrusting his butt into Christopher, his knees bent and his front propped up on his elbows as Christopher thrust into him harder and harder. 

"Don't..." he continued to mumble between his loud moans. "So good...," Christopher moaned and bit into Leo's neck in the heat of the moment. Leo cried out loudly and came at that moment. His sperm spread across the floor and a deep bite mark appeared on his neck. Christopher had marked him. He was no longer in control of himself. 

Leo was out of breath, he himself didn't really check what was going on, because by now not only the alcohol but also a massive smell of Christopher's pheromones were clouding his head. Neither of them were really conscious, so Christopher only realized through Leo, who was writhing in pain, that he had not only bitten him on his neck, but also knoted him at the same time. 

Leo's statements were just confused. "Come inside me...," he moaned one second, the next he was almost shouting: "Don't come inside me...!" He was torn between his fear and his lust, but Christopher was no longer in enough control of himself to listen to Leo and so he came inside him, biting Leo's neck once more with a loud moan. 

Out of breath, Christopher looked at Leo who, after pulling out of him, slumped on the floor. It took both of them a few seconds to realize what had happened in that short time. When Leo realized how Christopher's cum was running down his thighs, he jumped to his knees. He stared at Christopher, shocked and confused. 

His breathing quickened abnormally. He sat there, half naked, covered in Christopher's cum and a bite mark on his neck. He didn't understand what had happened, but his emotions were boiling over. Leo began to scream in panic. He had a panic attack, tears streaming down his cheeks. He felt like he could barely breathe, while his heart was completely consumed by fear. 

Christopher was also shocked. He didn't know what was happening to Leo and why he was reacting like this. He wanted to take Leo in his arms, but Leo pushed him away. It was deserved to a certain extent, Christopher thought to himself, but wasn't the reaction excessive? He tried to calm Leo down, but Leo continued to cry loudly, completely oblivious to the fact that they were not alone. 

"What's going on?" Oliver came up the stairs with Jonathan by the hand, and he saw his father and Christopher half-naked in the hallway, Christopher bent down to Leo and Leo sitting on his knees, crying and screaming on the floor. Oliver rubbed his eyes and took a few seconds to realize what was going on. 

"He won't let me touch him...," Christopher grumbled quietly so that only Oliver could understand him. "I'll get him a blanket from the bedroom," Oliver mumbled, trying to put his emotions aside at the moment, even though he wanted to cry himself when he saw his father like that. 

"You call Jasper, Uncle Jasper is Dad's doctor, he probably knows best what to do." Christopher nodded and went downstairs to call Jasper while Oliver got his father a blanket, threw it over him and snuggled up to him. "It's all right, Dad, it's all right." But Leo didn't react, he continued to cry and scream, not moving an inch. He was trapped in a state of dissociation. Everything around him was playing out like a movie, as his emotions were simply too much for his head. 

He didn't even notice when Jasper arrived and approached him. "Christopher, what did you do?" Jasper hissed at Christopher when he saw Leo there on the floor in the state. 

"We were just having sex...," Christopher grumbled, feeling miserable. Jasper just said with a distant sound in his voice, "Is that all?" "Well..." mumbled Christopher. "Spit it out. This is about Leo's mental health." Jasper pulled aside Leo's blanket, who just stared blankly at him and continued to cry. Jasper stared at Leo's half-naked body. He saw the bite mark and then the cum between Leo's legs. 

"You moron!" Jasper screamed at Christopher. "You idiot, you asshole." Jasper couldn't hold back any longer. Christopher felt so bad, but Jasper's words only made it worse. "What's going on?" Christopher said desperately. 

"He'll explain that to you himself when the time comes, but I'll take him to his room for now and you stay away from him until he's calmed down," Jasper hissed bitingly. 

"Why don't you tell me what's going on?" "Privacy," Jasper hissed and lifted Leo off the floor and onto his arm. Leo tried to fight back this time automatically too and pushed Jasper away from him, but Jasper hugged Leo to him, carried him to his bed and covered him up completely. Oliver stood in the doorway, tears streaming down his face by now.

"What's wrong with Daddy?" he sobbed. "Oliver, my little monster. You reacted well, thank you. Leave your dad alone for now, he'll get better on his own after a while. He stinks of alcohol, as soon as his body has processed it all and he comes to his senses, he'll tell you about it himself. I don't want to say too much right now." 

Jasper stroked Leo's long, blond hair once more. Leo had fallen asleep completely exhausted by now, but his tears were still running down his face a little. 

Jasper got up and closed the door behind him, taking Oliver with him. "Christopher, you take care of Oliver first, please. Has Leo been acting up the last few days?" Oliver nodded. "Yeah, Dad's been weird, kind of... so cold." Jasper sighed. "He's an idiot too, talking has never been his strong point. He's probably been through a lot lately and eaten a lot into himself and you, you moron..." he turned to Christopher. "You caused the worst case scenario on his emotional level," Jasper hissed. 

"I'm going to leave now. Please keep me posted on his condition and if it gets worse again, please call me immediately." Christopher and Oliver nodded and Jasper left the apartment again with a serious look on his face. 

Christopher sat down on the couch, his legs bent. He knew he had done something wrong. He knew he had forced himself on Leo. By now he felt even worse than before he had sex with Leo. He bit his lower lip and his posture showed that he was withdrawing and feeling guilty. 

Oliver sat down next to Christopher on the couch and leaned against him. "Go ahead and cry. We can cry together, it's okay to feel bad," Oliver's voice shook a little, Christopher looked at him and a few tears ran silently down Christopher's face, relieving some of the tension. Oliver and Christopher cried silently as they lay in each other's arms. 

"I'm sorry...," Christopher cried quietly. "So sorry...I did something terrible..." - And I never felt so bad in my whole life before -