Regret is not an immediate wound—it does not strike like a blade, sharp and sudden, drawing blood in an instant. No, regret is a slow decay, an erosion of the soul that begins unnoticed, creeping in through the cracks of a person's existence, settling into the spaces between their choices, whispering in the silence of their triumphs, waiting for the moment when the weight of it all finally becomes unbearable. It is not the sting of failure, nor the agony of loss—it is something deeper, something heavier, something that lingers long after the battles have been fought and the victories have been claimed, something that gnaws at the edges of a man's certainty, turning everything he once believed into something unrecognizable.
And now, as the two men—so different, yet bound by the same unseen thread of fate—stood at the height of what they had once so desperately longed for, there was nothing left but the echoes of all they had sacrificed, the quiet, unrelenting truth that no matter how far they had come, no matter how much they had gained, they had also lost something far more valuable, something they could never reclaim, something that had been slipping through their fingers long before they had even noticed it was gone.
The man who had been born into wealth had everything the world had promised him—power, influence, control over his own destiny, the ability to shape the future as he saw fit—and yet, as he stood in the grand halls of his empire, surrounded by luxury that could make kings envious, he felt the crushing weight of his own existence, the suffocating reality that despite everything, he was not free. He had spent his life obeying, fulfilling the expectations placed upon him, ensuring that the legacy of his ancestors did not crumble under his rule, but in doing so, he had become nothing more than a shadow of what he could have been, a prisoner in a golden cage, shackled by the very wealth and privilege that was meant to liberate him. He had never known hunger, had never known true desperation, had never tasted the bitterness of struggling for survival—but he had also never known what it meant to live for himself, to chase something that was his and his alone, to carve his own path without the crushing burden of generations pressing down upon him. He had gained everything, and yet he had nothing.
And then there was the other—the one who had crawled out of the depths of nothingness, the one who had fought and bled and suffered for every inch of ground he had claimed, the one who had built himself into something greater, something untouchable, something that could never be trampled underfoot again. He had risen above the filth of his past, had clawed his way out of the darkness, had taken what the world had refused to give him, had proved to himself and to everyone else that he was more than the boy who had been born into nothing. And yet, in his pursuit of power, in his desperate need to never be weak again, he had become something unrecognizable—ruthless, unyielding, willing to destroy anything and anyone who stood in his way. He had spent his life running from the fear of being powerless, and in doing so, he had become the very thing he once despised. He had won, and yet he had lost.
Because no matter how different their paths had been, no matter how distant their lives remained, they were the same in the end—two men standing atop the ruins of their choices, looking back at the roads they had walked, realizing too late that every step forward had only led them further away from who they once were.
Regret does not strike like a blade.
It lingers.
It festers.
It becomes a part of you, whispering in the quiet, reminding you of everything you can never undo.
And as they stood, separated by distance but bound by fate, neither of them could escape the weight of it.
Not now.
Not ever.