CHAPTER 30 Disappointed

  Evelyn's POV

  I didn't know what I was thinking, following Nathan here. It was reckless and stupid, and yet, I couldn't stop myself.

  I kept on saying we were just like magnets. Something just kept on pulling us together each time.

  I didn't even understand why I kept hurting myself, again and again, chasing a truth that I wasn't sure I wanted to face.

  Did I need more proof that he didn't want me anymore?

  Was I hoping to catch him in some act that would finally make me let go?

  I stood by the entrance, frozen. The lights in the casino were just dancing around and doing their thing.

  Nathan sat at the bar, drink in hand, looking far too comfortable in a place that didn't suit him.

  I stole quick glances his way, because I couldn't just look away. I was still waiting patiently to see if anyone would go join him.

  What was he doing here?

  And why was I torturing myself by watching him?