CHAPTER 44

  He closed his hands over her shoulders and gently but firmly prised her away from him. "Close your book of fairy tales, Holly." His voice was rough. "The fact that you know the truth doesn't change anything."

  "It changes it for me."

  "Then you're deluding yourself." His tone was harsh. "Inside that dreamy head of yours, you're telling yourself that I'll fall in love with you. And that is never going to happen."

  She ignored the shaft of pain. "Because you're afraid of being hurt again?"

  "After the accident I switched off my emotions because that was the only way of getting through each day. I didn't want to feel. I couldn't afford to feel. How could I fulfil my responsibilities if I was wallowing in my personal grief?"

  "So you shut it down, but that doesn't mean—"