CHAPTER 48

  DETERMINED to keep busy, Holly threw herself into her public engagements and wrote as many personal replies as she could to the many letters and cards she received. She discovered that if she kept herself busy she didn't think so much and that was a good thing because her thoughts frightened her. She didn't want to think what might happen if Casper didn't love their baby.

  And, since that couldn't immediately be resolved, she pushed the thought away.

  When the baby was born, she'd worry. Until then, she'd hope. And in the meantime she fussed in the nursery, as if being born into perfect surroundings might somehow compensate for deficiencies in other areas of the baby's life.