CHAPTER 133 I'm Going To Take Him Back

  Neomi POV

  I snatched the phone from Jason while eating at the dinning. I won't lie, my life went from bad to worse.

  Ever since that day of the blast, it was reported it was Susan's enemy who caused the blast. My life changed that very moment. I thought I had lost my only pup. I thought I failed like a mother. My son is dead how could I have the courage to train another.

  The woman who took my husband's affection away from me. I have Jason close but it feels like I have lost him forever.

  Indeed I lost him forever.I took antidepressants medication in order to be sane again.

  I lost every sight of hope, I wondered what still prevented me from snapping Valerie's neck but then a child she shouldn't suffer for her mother's mistakes.

  I try to get my shit together, acting like everything is going to be alright and reminding myself that it was just an illusion.