CHAPTER THIRTHEEN KISS

　　NATALIE

　　I wanted to feel better even as I tried to end things with him but no, it hurt so much! It hurts because I wasted nine years of my life trying to be who he wants me to be. Right from when we were in our senior year in high school till now. I have tried a lot to be his woman.

　　If the years should be counted correctly, it's ten to eleven years but those two years can't be added because we were friends then. We haven't developed feelings for each other then.

　　But I had hoped every day that he would change. That he would become less selfish with time but no- he got worse every day.

　　"Davis, my best friend Sofia got married yesterday." I had said one time while he kept quiet pressing his phone like what I said didn't matter to him at all.

　　It's always been like that. I have watched all of my friends get married, and have kids while I stayed unmarried. Now my sister got married and my mom won't let me have any of it in the house anymore.