The air between them was thick with something unspoken, a tension that neither Elena nor Matthew could ignore. As much as they tried to maintain control, the past kept slipping through the cracks, demanding to be addressed, forcing them into uncomfortable proximity once again.
Elena had always been good at hiding her feelings—at least, that's what she told herself. Years of working in a competitive, cutthroat industry had hardened her, shaped her into someone who could compartmentalize her emotions and focus solely on the work at hand. But in this room, with Matthew standing just a few feet away, it felt as if all the carefully constructed walls she had built around herself were starting to crumble.
Matthew, for all his calm exterior, wasn't much better at hiding the way his pulse quickened when their eyes met. She could see it in the tight set of his jaw, in the way his hand hovered near the edge of the desk, as if he were fighting the urge to reach out and close the distance between them.
"I didn't come here to fight, Elena," Matthew said, breaking the silence, his voice low and controlled. "I came here because I can't sit back and watch you make the same mistakes again."
Elena blinked, her breath catching slightly. "Mistakes? You think I'm making mistakes?"
"Yes," he said, stepping a little closer, his gaze never leaving hers. "You think you can handle this alone. But you can't. Not with Alex getting closer to the truth."
She stood tall, but her heart raced, betraying her calm demeanor. "And what do you want me to do about it, Matthew? You think I haven't tried to move on? You think I haven't tried to forget?"
Matthew's gaze softened, the edges of his usually guarded expression melting for just a moment. "I know you have. But there are things we can't outrun. Things we both know need to be confronted."
Elena took a step back, her mind racing. She couldn't believe they were having this conversation. Not now. Not like this.
"Matthew," she said quietly, "you and I both know that if we start digging into the past, we won't like what we find."
"And what if I told you that we don't have a choice anymore?" he replied, his voice firm.
The words hung in the air, heavy with a truth that neither of them could deny. There was no avoiding the past anymore. It was creeping back in, bit by bit, and no matter how hard they tried to keep it buried, it was starting to resurface in ways neither of them could control.
She turned away, walking over to the window, needing the distance. The city stretched out beneath her, the lights blinking like tiny stars scattered across the night sky. It was beautiful—so beautiful—and yet, it felt like a reminder of everything she had sacrificed to get here.
The life she had built, the walls she had put up, everything she had fought for… it all seemed fragile now, like it could fall apart in an instant.
"You're right," she finally said, her voice soft but steady. "I can't handle this alone. But I can't do it with you either, Matthew."
His silence was almost painful. He didn't move, didn't try to argue. He simply stood there, watching her with those eyes that knew too much about her, about them.
"Why?" he asked after a long beat. "Why can't you let me help?"
Elena's hands tightened on the windowsill, her fingers digging into the cold metal. "Because you're just as much a part of the problem as I am."
It was a harsh truth, and one that she had avoided facing for years. But the longer she tried to deny it, the more it gnawed at her. The truth was, Matthew had been her greatest ally—and her greatest downfall.
The lines between professional and personal had blurred so quickly when they had worked together, and what had started as a shared vision had turned into something darker, something neither of them had been prepared for.
"Maybe we both made mistakes," Matthew said, his voice quieter now. "But that doesn't mean we can't fix things. We can fix things, Elena."
She shook her head, her chest tightening at the thought. "I don't know if we can, Matthew. I don't know if I can even fix myself."
There was a pause, and then, as if it were the only thing left to say, Matthew took a step forward. "You don't have to do this alone."
Elena closed her eyes, swallowing the lump in her throat. She knew she didn't have to do it alone. But the truth was, she was terrified of needing anyone again. Especially someone who had once been so integral to her downfall.
"You've changed," she said quietly, more to herself than to him. "I don't know if I can trust who you are now."
Matthew's expression softened, and for the first time in years, Elena saw the vulnerability in him that he had always tried to hide. "I've changed, yes. But I'm still the person who cares about you. About what happens to you."
Her breath caught in her throat. She hadn't expected him to say that. She hadn't expected him to admit it so plainly, so openly.
"Why now?" she whispered, almost afraid to hear the answer. "Why come back after all this time?"
"Because I made a promise," he said simply. "And I intend to keep it."
Elena felt her heart flutter in her chest, something familiar stirring within her. She closed her eyes, wishing she could stop this feeling from creeping in. But it was too late. It had already settled deep inside her, that old longing, that deep ache she had tried so hard to forget.
Matthew wasn't just a memory anymore.
He was a present force, pulling at her, tempting her to cross the line they had both been so careful to maintain.
And as much as she tried to resist, she knew.
She knew that the line they had drawn between them was about to be erased.