And I won't be doing anything I don't want to do

Just what was wrong with me?

How could I allow him to jerk off in front of me simply because I felt 'responsible'?

This was definitely a line on its own and we were crossing it.

How will I ever be able to face him after this?

I looked uncomfortable with the idea and he could see it.

"Jo-Pil, you don't have to suggest such an idea." He said. "I can take care of my business on my own. Just... Don't try to push yourself too hard."

I gulped.

He probably didn't want to do it with me when I looked so against it like I was being forced into it.

"I'll head to the bathroom and..."

I quickly grabbed his arm, barely since I couldn't see. It was a good thing he was still standing in the position he was in before I tied the blindfold.

"I... I want to do something for my master as well." I said. "I want to. It's just... I'm not used to it but I'm sure I'll get over it. Please, Hyung. Let me help you."