Inner thoughts

"Throughout life's odyssey, I've sought to embody the extraordinary, to transcend the mundane and leave an indelible mark.

Yet, in the crucible of experience,

I've discovered that my truth diverges from the norm. Living is a paradoxical dance between striving and surrender,

where the essence of trying, not being, becomes the beacon that illuminates my existence."

I condemn youths , those who thrive . Those who smile , I envy their Happiness , their ignorance to the future problems and duties their grins and insider jokes sound like a nail against the blackboard to me .

Those who group together , those who laugh I condemn them because I envy their joy , to know the right words to say infront of others . To be a part of something if not envy what else is this but jealousy ?

I grew apart from such feelings after living for so long , no I am a youth but one with experience I dare say .

Sadness befalls us all , life itself is suffering . It took me years to understand the bits and pieces of joy we find in between such suffering is called living.