Chapter 5

*Everyone gather at the practicing room.*

The couch said "Okay, then since all group members are here. First, let's us introduce ourselves to you trainees. My name is Dae SoeYu. You can call me Mr. SoeYu. I am your dance teacher and your coach."

The other person besides him introduce herself saying "My name is Eoen Wong and I am your vocal teacher and your coach assistant."

The staff member from earlier introduce herself "My name is Yoon Ha Na. I'll be your makeup artist and I am also a staff member as you see."

Then Eoen Wong said "Then, let's start practicing now! The next week tournament mission for this group will be that to show your skills with a performance on stage. The chorography and the vocal of the song you are going to perform will be a little intense. But with hard work and guide from us you will pass it for sure and perform a beautiful stage.

Ha Na continues after Eoen Wong "So that before we start practicing, we should decide the positions of each of you. So we will start by voting. Raise your hand if you want to a center?"

Lyan, YeoungJu and the twins raised their hands.

Eoen Wong asked "So there is mostly want to be in the center, I see. KimJin and Yang why you don't want to be in a center?"

KimJin straight without thinking replied "I have no reason for not wanting to be in the center. But I don't want to be the center too."

Yang hesitate for a moment and replied "Because, the central position isn't that easy position to obtain. It's a center position where there's a lot of attention lies and needed to be careful in every moves inorder to not ruined the performance."

The coach, Mr. SoeYu, take a glance at each of them and said "I see. But, based on everyone performance on the stage, KimJin is more like suitable to claim central position because he has such a good stage present. When choosing central position it's important to acknowledge that being in a central position is that the person who perform the central position must have a good stage present, which it can be notice and identify by audience at first glance among the others. So shortly, the person who is in the central position should have the ability to stand out among the others and KimJin has unique present aura on the stage based on what I saw in him. So let's decide KimJin take the central position. If there is anyone who has disagreement raise his hands and explain their reason."

Continued saying "Trainee Lyan, you are the main vocalist and will take the vocal parts with Yang. YeoungJu, you are the main dancer and will take the dance parts with KimJin. HuSoon and HuJoon will take the rap parts. Now all being said let's get start practicing."

KimJin think to himself "I guess they go as they want and see right regardless or against our wants? If I ever win and deput as idol will it be like this where your wants ignored or it'll will be strict and won't even listen to what you to say. And it's seems like no one is against they orders... I am not sure anymore. First, let see if I am going to survive and win. Then, I will think about debuting as an Idol later."

Then they start practice right away and they finish their training late at 5pm.

Everyone getting ready to go on stage.

The announcer announced "3 week has past with the weekly tournaments passing each stage and the awaited the third and the last weekly tournament has arrived to determine the top 6th participants who are going to receive their chance to debut as an idols.

KimJin looking doubtful said while gazing at the stage "Those minutes, hours, days, the weeks past by like a blink of an eye. Everyone was focusing on practicing and the tournament. And now it's the waited time. I thought it would be fun and entertaining but it was downside of what I thought."

Looking at their rival second group said "So many participants got eliminated and I'm not sure if I want to be an idol. If I became idol... The coachs, the training, the schedules, the stricts, the rules and regulations, the comments from different kind people and the haters, the fans, the ridiculous rumors, the struggles and the hardship they face, all of this things every idol will face in his journey to become a famous idol. And I really want to quit just by thinking about it."

Looking back at his memories that he spent with his mother said "This isn't a pool for swimming to get to the top and doesn't even seems alike to it at all. Instead, it's beyond the ocean where it's hard to survive from it's hard waves full of sharks to bite you in the back at any moment they get and the beautiful fish which inspire you and support you to continue your journey. Which means the ocean is the life of being idol, the waves are definitely the struggles, the sharks are totally the haters, and the beautiful fishs are the fans. But it's still really so overwhelming to the point of having to come across between give up or just give in. In the end that's all the choices you have left, if you had enough or you fail in being idol."

The staff member told KimJin and the other members behind the stage to finish getting prepared since the performance will start soon.

Looking at the participants and his group members seeing how is everyone is nervous thought to him self "You work hard but still that's not enough for you in order to pass and win. It's just need a luck with hardwork and how can you have a luck when it's not on your side? Well I have the luck but everyone is jealous of me how could I get along, when I don't get along with them. At least this will be the last performance and we'll receive the results tomorrow.

KimJin stand and stretch himself to get ready for the stage out of sigh he said "I really learn so many things from this contest and I just want to go outside and take a fresh breath and relax. I really miss my home where I just used to rest and don't have to deal with anyone. The problem is that everything goes well. It's strange and makes me question if it's the calm before the storm. There are so many rumors out there no one knows. And the company has already taken everyone's phones. If there's something bad statement about us then we have likely no guarantees to know. Umm well let's go to the stage and when we finish I will go straight to outside since we can go now after our last performing. I am sure that, there's a lot of chores to do at home awaiting for me. It has really been a long time now staying here inside the building."

The announcer announce "Welcome the top 6th participants from the first group to perform a beautiful performance on the stage!"