Please Love Me(BL)

"I am hopelessly in love with you, so please allow me into your world. Lucas, I want to live with you as it gives me the hope to survive, so please don't leave me!" Alan smiled bitterly with tears in his eyes.



Alan had loved Lucas Williams for the last 12 years. He gave his heart to Lucas and yearned to be loved back one day. Waiting, yearning, loving him for years, begging him to look back, smile at him, care for him, love him like he used to in their childhood.



For Lucas Williams, Alan's love was suffocating. He promised himself to never fall for Alan Smith, who was the reason for his destruction. But deep inside, he knew what Alan meant to him.



"You don't need to be scared of me leaving you, as it is never going to happen, because I won't leave you until you want to leave on your own!" Lucas said, looking deep into Alan's eyes, making sure his little husband wouldn't assume things and get depressed.



"Sorry... I am sorry! I regret being born. My existence is like a bane to you. I never knew my love would snatch your happiness. Husband, should I leave? I don't want to hurt you with my sickening presence anymore," Alan cried pitifully, without noticing the terribly dark expression of his husband.



Lucas tightened his arms around his husband. He was crying miserably in his arms. He slowly pulled Alan up and made him sit over his lap. He placed a lingering, tender kiss on Alan's teary eye.



"Stop bringing the past into our present, Alan. Don't think about leaving—you won’t be able to leave even if you beg," Lucas whispered into his ear, sending shivers down his spine.