So, suddenly, I didn't want Seraphina to have it easy anymore.
Seraphina whispered by my bedside.
"I regret it. I always thought we had more time. Melody, I can't be without you. Can we spend this last bit of time together, just the two of us?"
I remembered when I first heard the news of her engagement, how I ran to her, crying.
I begged her, "Seraphina, please don't marry another man."
But she just calmly hugged me and said, "Melody, be good, don't make a fuss. This is a serious matter. I still love you, Melody."
What about me? What am I to you? What am I supposed to be when you marry another man?
But now that she's not marrying another man, I can't bring myself to be happy either.
It's useless now, I thought as I opened my eyes and looked at Seraphina kneeling by my bed.
"Seraphina, I want to ride a bike," I said.
I figured, just ignoring her like this was letting her off too easy.
I wanted her to feel the pain I once felt.
To experience my struggle.