Drifted apart

Sebastian's heart shook when he saw her crying. He slowly sat up on the ground and hugged her from behind letting her lean on him. He let her cry caressing her hair softly.

Zara is confused and so mad at herself for letting her carry away by her desire and with her personality she knew she paid a lot by doing this with him.

After an hour they would part ways and how can she do something like this? Sebastian guessed her thoughts and felt guilty. He lost his senses too. He shouldn't have hurt her. He looked at her shaking shoulders and tightened his hands around her and placed a lingering kiss on her smooth back.

He said nothing and continued to hug her. After some time she got up and dressed fully. He did the same and stood up facing her. She didn't lift her face but stood looking at the ground.

He took a deep breath and stepped forward entering her breathing zone. He held her face and kissed her forehead wiping her tears with his thumb.

She didn't raise her head to look into his eyes but turned around walking out of the woods. They walked back to road but didn't held hands as Zara didn't let him.

After walking for sometime Zara couldn't walk anymore as she was so tired. Her legs felt like jelly and she felt slight pain in her lower region. They took a taxi to her house.

Selina is sleeping so they silently retreated to her room. After entering her bedroom she locked herself in the bathroom and washed her face while Sebastian waited for her outside.

He wandered around observing her room, he liked it instantly, it's very clean not like his room. She organised everything perfectly. He saw all her things with a gentle smile on his face.

Zara pulled down her pants as she felt her thighs sticky. She saw the traces of his release on her thighs and sighed heavily. She washed her legs and grunted as she remembered what happened in the woods.

She may wash the traces but couldn't wash away the memory. That memory which haunted her for years. She looked at her reflection in the mirror to see a red bruise on her neck. She thought it was a rash and rubbed it.

She saw many of them when she pulled down her collar. She first got scared thinking that the dirt in the woods might gave her rashes but soon realized they were not rashes but love bites given by Sebastian.

She remembered his sucking and whispers in her ear. Claiming her as his as if she was destined to be his from the beginning.

She buttoned her shirt and clutched her hair. She wanted to pound her head to the wall for her crazy actions. She came out after ten minutes and saw Sebastian sitting on her bed watching her photographs on the nightstand.

He turned towards her and smiled hoping to get same thing from her but she shifted gaze away from him and walked towards him. She wanted to sit far away from him but he held her hand and made her sit beside him.

She wanted pull back when he asked "Do you regret it?"

Zara stopped struggling and shook her head

"No"

He smiled after hearing her answer because from the moment they left the woods she stayed silent. Didn't let him hold her hand and didn't even look at his face for more than a second.

He thought she regretted it and that thought made him very uncomfortable because he didn't regret it a bit on the contrary he felt so lucky and blessed to have that time with her.

Zara is guilty for her actions but she never regretted what they had in the woods. She felt so awkward to face him. She gulped and scratched her neck to speak the words she prepared in the bathroom.

Sebastian looked at her neck which had his love bites and inhaled sharply. He tucked her hair behind her ear and leaned towards her inhaling her smell. He couldn't resist the urge to give her another hickey and did as he wished.

Zara gasped and withdrew her hands moving back. She took a deep breath and spoke in determined voice.

"This should be locked and erased from our memories, it's time for us to face our reality"

Her reminder made his face ashen, that's true but he didn't want to face their reality that soon. But she is right so he nodded his head.

Maybe they didn't have chance, if only he is not an idol, he can be with her but there are no if's in this world. He wanted to say something but his tummy growled and he scratched his neck embarrassed.

He gets hungry very fast and it's been more than three hours since he had dinner and after walking for a long time he felt hungry again.

Zara chuckled and stood up to cook something from him but he held her hand and pulled her onto his lap. He buried his face into her neck and groaned softly.

She didn't struggle and closed her eyes savouring the moment. She is happy that he is reluctant to leave her side and even if he pretended to care about her she didn't care. This moment will forever be cherished by her.

"I'll cook noodles. Would you have it?"

He hummed and tightened his grip around her waist. Zara loosened his hands and took him to the kitchen. She cooked noodles and served him.

He ate it with utmost care and very slowly because he wanted to remember the taste of her cooking. She sat beside him watching him devour the food.

After eating they came out to hire a taxi so that he can go to his hotel which means it's time to part their ways.

Zara stopped a taxi, its four in the morning and no one knows what is happening with his bodyguards and management. After telling the address to the driver, Zara paid the fare and turned her back to him, ready to leave

She started taking slow steps towards her house but Sebastian grabbed her wrist turned her around and kissed her lips hard.

He wanted nothing but to kiss her melting her into his arms. He held her waist closer to his body hugging her tightly and kissed her lips as if he wanted to eat them.

Zara put her hands around his neck and stood on her tip toes to match his height. She poured all her love she hid all these years into the kiss. She'll never have a chance to see him again and this is her last moment with him.

She hugged him closer to her possessively and devoured his lips as if her life depended on it. Sebastian lifted her up a bit because she was too short and he didn't want to waste a second to kiss her lips.

They both didn't want to let go but they have to. After sometime he left her lips leaning his forehead on hers and caressed her cheeks

"Send me off"

He whispered looking into her eyes. With unshed tears in her eyes Zara smiled at him and took a step back breaking the connection between them.

"It's time Bash"

He pulled her into his embrace and hugged her tightly. After hugging her to his chest tightly for one last time, he kissed the top of her head and got into the taxi. The driver drove off.

Zara waved her hand as goodbye but he just started at her to remember her presence, he didn't take his eyes of her till he couldn't see her.

Zara turned around when the taxi is out of her sight and tears streamed down her face uncontrollably. They parted their ways, there will never be any interaction between them.

She locked herself in her room and cried curling in her bed. Maybe it's the end to their fate. She buried that memory deep into her heart and cried all night. He can never be hers and she should accept that.

They both felt blessed to have that one memorable night together. They couldn't ask for more. Sebastian closed his eyes thinking about her in the taxi.

The worst part is he didn't know her name. She is really cruel to hide her name from him and he is stupid for not asking her. He really lost his mind when he is with her.