Thrillist

Lyra Stevens and Draziel Asheron—a mortal woman and the immortal demon god of the underworld—were never meant to be. Yet, they defied the laws of existence, forging a love so powerful it bound them to an unbreakable, merciless cycle. Every time they found happiness, Lyra died before her thirty-first birthday, only to be reborn with the memories of all her past lives. And each time, Draziel had to find her all over again.
But after her 176th death, Draziel could bear it no longer. In a desperate bid to end their suffering, he struck a deal with his ruthless brother and sworn enemy, Zarek Asheron—the very being responsible for Lyra’s countless deaths. The terms were simple: Lyra would never die again… in exchange for Draziel’s life.
Unwilling to let fate steal her love, Lyra did the unthinkable—she stole Draziel’s power and hurled herself into the past, determined to rewrite their destiny. But the past is not as she remembers. Trapped in an era where Draziel has never met her, she must make him fall in love with her all over again while unraveling the truth behind Zarek’s twisted schemes.
With time running out and dark forces conspiring to keep them apart, Lyra faces the impossible: saving the man she loves, changing a doomed fate, and surviving a past where she was never meant to exist.
But the universe has never been kind to them. And this time, it might be too late.

Eternal Wound

The greenness stretched on and on around us until it melted into the sky. The rocks around, slightly big yet small, just as I remembered them.

He steered my face to his, so I was staring into his eyes. I tried to speak, to remind him why we have to be apart, why this just would never work, but he pushed his thumb against my lips. It merely brushed my lips, letting me have a fleeting feel of his touch. It wasn't enough to silence me, because his eyes did the silencing.

He looked upon me with yearning and forlorn, as if I wasn't just here before him.

"I have been wrong, Lyra. I have been a fool. I will always want you, Lyra. I will always do." He said, his voice hollow and soft, like his words were coming from his heart and not his throat.

"Notice how he doesn't say he loves you. He just wants you. If that isn't enough to stop all this and never see him again, I don't know what is." Lira scolded in my head.

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