"Let's slip beneath the surface now. Where secrets rot quietly in the dark. Where Aesira starts to feel something other than fear."
He asked me to stay.
Not with words. Lucian never asks in the traditional sense. He just… opens doors. And waits to see if I'll walk through them.
I did.
Again.
The third night I returned to the villa, I told myself it was for the investigation. For evidence. A psychological profile. Something I could use.
But I left my gun in the car.
I didn't want to be interrupted by the weight of it.
Lucian led me to the west wing.
It had been locked before. But now he held the key like a gift.
"You'll want to see this," he said, tone almost reverent.
The room smelled of cedar and dust and dried petals.
Inside: journals. Dozens of them. Lined neatly on old wooden shelves.
And photos.
God, the photos.
Victims.
Arranged.
Like installations in a gallery. Marigolds, orchids, belladonna. Flowers as halos. Vines as veins. Some looked like my past work—nearly identical. But others…
Others were new.
Lucian's own flourishes.
I flipped through one journal, its pages covered in slanted, elegant handwriting.
"You documented them," I said.
"Of course," he replied. "You don't create beauty and then let it vanish."
"You killed these people."
He looked at me with those unreadable eyes. "Yes. But you inspired it."
I should've hit him.
I should've screamed, arrested him, burned the place to the ground.
Instead, I asked, "Why the marigolds?"
He smiled. "You remember, don't you?"
And I did.
That night in the woods. My hands sticky with blood. The man who had begged. The marigolds I scattered around his face, like sunbursts around a storm.
"How do you know about that?" I whispered.
He stepped closer. "Because I was there, Aesira. Watching."
My vision blurred. The walls felt like they were closing in.
"You followed me even then."
"I learned from you."
"You stalked me."
"I studied you," he said, voice rising slightly. "You taught me that death didn't have to be ugly. You taught me how to frame it."
My hands trembled.
But not with rage.
With recognition.
Lucian stepped even closer, his voice softening again.
"Tell me the truth, Aesira. When you saw the photos… did you feel disgust—or jealousy?"
I turned away.
Because he already knew the answer.
Later that night, we sat in the library. Rain tapping against the windows. Candlelight flickering like breath.
Lucian handed me another journal.
One I hadn't seen yet.
"This one's about you."
I opened it.
Drawings. Notes. Clippings. My cases. My kills. The police versions—sanitized, censored. And his. The real ones.
And something else.
Pages describing how I moved.
How I looked when I smiled at victims just before the end.
How he imagined I smelled—"like steel, and ash, and lilies."
It should've horrified me.
Instead, it felt… intimate.
Obsessively, disturbingly close.
He watched me read for a long time, then finally said:
"You hide it well, Aesira. But I see it. That flicker in your eyes when you walk through a new crime scene. You're not repulsed. You're alive."
I closed the journal, throat tight.
"You want me to become a killer again."
He shook his head.
"No. I want you to become what you were meant to be."
I left in the early hours.
Mind spinning.
Soul unraveling.
But when I got into the car, I didn't drive to the station.
I just sat there.
With the journal on my lap.
And Lucian's voice echoing in my head.
Become what you were meant to be.