Chapter 57 Confusion all around

Anthony:

My marriage to Rosalyn did cause me immense pain. People thought I was not affected but that is not true at all. I was very much affected.

I can not concentrate on anything after she left me. It is slowly affecting everything, my business, and most importantly Chanel. I have put her through hell and back. I should have let her go instead of holding onto her. She deserves better than a man who is hung up on his ex-wife. But I am too selfish to do that I am scared of being left alone. If she leaves I will remain with no one else.

I met Rosalyn in high school. She transferred to our school and came like a storm in my life. I had my eyes set on her in high school, and she did shine very brightly in high school, so I always watched her secretly. But I didn't take it any further, I think it was just an admiring curiosity, maybe not quite love. It was a crush. I was a teenage boy and it was my hormone talking.