THIRTY ONE

In my home, I found myself immersed in the routine tasks that occupied my day.

The sun had barely risen, casting a gentle glow through the windows, and I was already engaged in a myriad of responsibilities that demanded my attention.

It was during this time of focus and diligence that an unexpected event unfolded, leading to a moment of introspection and emotional complexity.

The day began like any other, with the familiar sounds of the neighborhood slowly coming to life.

Birds chirped harmoniously outside, and the distant hum of morning traffic provided a backdrop to my morning rituals.

As I went about my tasks, a sudden knock at the door disrupted the tranquility of my surroundings.

Startled by the interruption, I hesitated for a moment before making my way to the door.

As I opened it, I was greeted by the familiar face of Daniel. His presence at my doorstep was unexpected,

And I couldn't help but wonder why his at my doorstep.

Daniel stood there, his demeanor slightly subdued. There was a noticeable hesitation in his voice as he spoke,

"May I speak with you?" His tone was slow and measured, suggesting a matter of some importance.

Caught off guard by his request, I found myself unprepared for an impromptu conversation.

The demands of my day loomed large in my mind, and I responded with a polite but firm refusal,

"Well, no, because I am busy now. We can't talk." With that, I closed the door, leaving Daniel standing on the other side.

As the door clicked shut, I felt an immediate wave of mixed emotions wash over me.

There was a sense of relief in having maintained my schedule, yet an undercurrent of guilt lingered at the abruptness with which I had dismissed him.

The look on Daniel's face as I closed the door replayed in my mind, prompting me to question whether I had acted too hastily.

Standing there in the silence that followed, I reflected on the nature of our interactions.

Daniel had always been courteous and respectful, never imposing or intrusive.

The more I pondered the situation, the more I realized the importance of extending empathy and understanding to those around us. 

But at this point, I hate Daniel even though I still love him.

 I was happy meeting him and becoming his girlfriend, but he betrayed me, leaving a scar on my heart.

Even if I realize the importance of extending empathy and understanding each other, I can't just forgive him like nothing happened, 

Looking back on all the memories and fun moments I had with Daniel on campus, and now the differences between.

Maybe I'm been hard on myself, or maybe I should overlook everything and have a heart-to-heart conversation with Daniel just like Saraph said?

A lot of questions in my head, I know I have to shake them off and concentrate on something else. 

 I quickly walk inside to continue my daily routines, "What was I doing before I heard the knock on the door.

It is easy to become ensnared in our routines and priorities, often overlooking the needs and concerns of others.