Chapter 13

Ainsley's POV...

Why is it so damn hot in here? I wonder as I slowly wake up, for some reason I feel like I'm trapped in the blankets. No wait... Is that? An arm?

Once that realisation sets in, I'm seriously starting to panic. The arm just wraps itself tighter around my middle. Oh man, I'm so screwed. Suddenly my bladder makes itself known and I renew my efforts of trying to free myself from the damned tree trunk of an arm.

"Why are you awake little sprite?" The owner of that damn tree trunk asks and all of a sudden, I'm flooded with memories from last night. So.... That actually happened.

"You need to remove that tree trunk from my body, or I'll pee right here." I tell the arrogant man behind me and he just chuckles? Seriously!?

"What the hell? I tell you that you need to let me go or I'll wet the bed, and you laugh at me? Are you for real right now?" I shriek as I pinch his side. Hard. Well that did the trick. I think to myself as he instantly releases me and I leap from the bed, in search of the bathroom.

His laugh follows me as I close the bathroom door and I just shake my head. "Hurry back to bed okay?" He calls after me and again, I just shake my head. What the hell have I gotten myself in to now? Hurry back to bed? Really? I'm screwed.

Three hours later...

The first thing I did when Viper finally allowed me to leave the bed and therefore the room, was to find Shannon and my sister. Elspeth offered to watch the girls while I talk to Shannon, but she made me promise to tell her what Shannon and I were going to talk about later.

"I have no idea what the fuck happened Shan!" I whisper-yell at her with wide eyes. "I mean, of course I was obviously enjoying the things he was doing to me, but then I felt this heat build in my lower belly and before I knew what the hell was going on, my coochie was gushing all over his face! I am so embarrassed, how in the hell am I ever supposed to look him in the eye again after that?!" I continue my story, completely mortified and she flipping bursts out laughing.

"What the fuck Shan?! This shit's not funny! Some friend you are!" I yell at her and she immediately sobered up, her eyes going wide.

"Wait, you don't mean...?" She starts and I just stare at her silently. "What?!" Now it's her turn to yell. "You mean, you've never had an orgasm? Like ever?" She asks and my eyes grow impossibly wider.

"Wait. You're actually telling me that, that embarrassing moment I had last night was normal?! That's what you're constantly going on about? You can't be serious." I'm completely rambling now.

"You actually enjoy being embarrassed like that? You actually enjoy, practically peeing on guys faces?" I ask and she just nods wide-eyed. She's looking at me like I'm the crazy one for even asking her this.

"Babes, it's perfectly normal. You had what's called an orgasm sweetie, and I'm honestly saddened to know that, that fuckface never took the time to find out what you liked during sex." She says in a soft, almost motherly tone.

"Although, from the sounds of it, you just seem to squirt instead of gush, but that's perfectly okay. In fact, some men prefer when their woman squirts. So don't you ever feel embarrassed about that. Ever. Because that's nothing to be ashamed about." She says while gently taking my hands in her own.

"A man, a real man would do just about anything they can think of to get that sort of reaction from the woman he's with. And truly letting yourself go when you feel your orgasm building, truly surrendering to that feeling of pure bliss, is the biggest compliment you can give a guy during sex. It tells him that he's doing something right so don't ever feel embarrassed about it okay?" She finishes her little speech as she gently rubs her fingers on the backs of my hands in an effort to keep me from totally freaking out.

"So that's what an orgasm feels like then?" I ask to myself in a whisper. "It did feel incredible, I just wish I hadn't freaked out on him right after, like a total lunatic. Oh my god, he must think I'm some kind of freak! You should've been there babes, as soon as it hit, he started growling like some kind of animal. He didn't once slow down or stop until well after my body slowly stopped trembling and he kept humming and growling. If I'm being totally honest, it was the growling that made me realise what was happening and then I just freaked out, thinking that he was angry at me because it sprayed all over his face." I continue rambling as I hide my face in my hands.

"He probably thinks I'm some kind of nutcase! He didn't even take things further after that, wouldn't even let me return the favour. He just pulled me into his arms and snuggled with me until we both fell asleep. And then again this morning, he just cuddled me for who knows how long and refused to let me get up." I tell her.

"He just... Held me close and didn't take things further, even with the evidence of his horniness pressed against my arse! He's probably with some other chick right now, sorting out that BIG problem of his. Someone who's more experienced and won't freak out on him about something that's apparently normal. After all I've only been with one guy, so what could I possibly know about pleasing men in bed?" I'm rambling again so I get up off the bed and decide to go and find my girls so that I can spend some time with them.

"Hello my lovely little birds, did you sleep well girls?" I ask them and they beam their million watt smiles at me.

"Elspeth just gave gave us some brown balls in milk." Robin says, scrunching her nose up with a disgusted look on her pretty little face and I burst out laughing.

"No!" I whisper-yell faking a horrified look. "She gave you Milo Cereal?" I ask her, keeping my eyes wide for a better effect.

"Really?" This causes both girls to giggle.

"It tasted funny." Robin says again, looking serious.

"That's because they're malt chocolate flavoured. You didn't like them?" I ask the girls and they both nod excitedly.

"Maybe tomorrow, we can try Frosties or even bacon with scrambled eggs and toast, and see if you lovelies like that any better okay?" I ask them again and again they nod excitedly. This time though, they are both sporting megawatt smiles and right then I make a promise to myself. I'll do everything I can to keep them with me and I'll do anything I can to keep these precious little gems safe and smiling, always.