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Every woman has her own unspeakable secrets, and mine can't be shared with anyone, leaving me feeling oppressed every day.

Today, to relax, I invited my close friend, Liu Jingsi, for drinks at the bar.

After a few drinks, Liu Jingsi asked with concern, "Song Li, is there something bothering you?"

"I... it's... it's nothing." I wanted to speak but ultimately held back.

Seeing me like this, Liu Jingsi didn't press further, instead changing the topic with a sudden question.

"Song Li, are you and your guy getting along well in that area?"

Liu Jingsi's sudden question caught me off guard, and for the sake of saving face, I thought for a moment and answered.

"We're quite harmonious, why do you ask?"

Liu Jingsi sighed and continued, "I envy you, unlike my guy who's all looks on the outside like polished donkey dung, looks like a fitness hunk."

Her words became bolder.

"But aside from those hard muscles, nothing else is hard. Every day, he just slobbers all over me and does nothing else. I'm going crazy."

"If not for discovering a great place recently, I wouldn't know that a woman could feel so liberated."

Listening to Liu Jingsi, I wasn't surprised. She's always been open; before marriage, she was never short of men by her side. I thought she'd reel it in after getting married.

"You're married now, take it easy so your man doesn't find out."

Liu Jingsi nonchalantly waved her hand.

"What's the big deal? Just looking for some thrill, it's better than putting a cuckold's hat right on him. So, what do you say? Want to join me for some fun? That kind of bliss you've never experienced before."

As she spoke, her expression turned to one of enjoyment, as if reminiscing about something wonderful.

I quickly shook my head and said, "No way, I'm not going. With my man, Huo, that's already stimulating enough."

I'm a traditional woman; I can't accept these things, so I instinctively refused her.

"Alright then, I'm heading home. If you change your mind, call me anytime," she said as she left.

I thought what Liu Jingsi suggested would never concern me in this lifetime, but by that night, I changed my mind.

Today is the day my husband and I designated for harmony, at around ten, he took an early shower and came into the bedroom.

I was really looking forward to it, but just before I could lose myself entirely in my anticipation, I heard Huo Jiale's voice.

"Sorry, Jingsi, I... maybe my work stress has just been too much for me lately..."

Looking at my husband lying limp beside me, I was beyond disillusioned, but still tried to force a smile.

"It's okay, honey. You've been great."

Huo Jiale's expression turned more solemn as he said, "By the way, Jingsi, there's something I want to discuss with you."

"Whatever it is, just say it."

"Honey, there's personnel change at the company, and Wang Xu can make decisions. I've worked so hard for this; could you help me?"

As I heard Huo Jiale's words, I immediately understood, I clutched my fists tightly, trembling all over.

Earlier when we invited their General Manager Wang Xu for dinner, his lustful eyes kept eyeing my neckline, and he took advantage of a toast to touch my hand. I knew what Huo Jiale meant—he wanted me to accompany him.

"Huo Jiale, how can you say such a thing? I'm your wife."

Perhaps seeing my reaction highlighted his mistake; he gently embraced me.

"Honey, don't be mad. I shouldn't have thought like this; please forgive me."

I never expected him to entertain such a thought, asking me to accompany someone. My disappointment in this man reached an extreme level.

"Keep your hands off me, I feel you're filthy," I said as I shook off his arm.

Huo Jiale continued, "I truly realize I was wrong. Climbing up is for providing you a better life. I truly know I was wrong; I won't think this way again."

"Alright, let's drop this. Get some sleep," I really didn't want to hear another word from him.

Unexpectedly, after I finished, Huo Jiale quickly dozed off.

With my eyes closed, I couldn't fall asleep, and soon his snoring filled the room, causing my mood to become extremely irritated.

For over a year, Huo Jiale couldn't satisfy me in that area at all. Moreover, to accommodate his feelings, I had to pretend as if I was fine. Added to what happened today, my disappointment in him was at its peak.

While the disappointment was intense, the reality is we have a child to consider, life must go on. Divorce is not realistic. As I lividly endured, I questioned when such days would end.

Suddenly, I recalled what Liu Jingsi said to me that afternoon.

"That kind of joy you've never experienced..."

Her words made me unable to stop fantasizing, imagining a strong chest embracing me tightly, loving me passionately, giving me that unexperienced joy.

My mind was in turmoil; perhaps due to desire or unresolved anger, I picked up my phone and sent a WeChat message to Liu Jingsi.

"Are you asleep?"

Soon, she responded with a voice call.

I got up and went to the bathroom.

"So? Lili changed her mind?"

"Hmm, I'd like to go with you this time," I replied.

After hearing me, Liu Jingsi laughed and said, "That's the spirit, we women have the right to pursue happiness too. Tomorrow, I'll take you to have fun. Wait for my call at home; I'll CALL you when we set off."

"Okay."

The next day, while at work, I was distracted, continuously waiting for Lili's call. As soon as my phone rang, I answered immediately.

"Lili, where are you?"

"I'm at the office," I replied.

"Alright, I'll pick you up now."

Soon, Liu Jingsi's car pulled up downstairs, effortlessly taking me to a wellness center.

Honestly, I felt hesitant inside, unsure what I'd encounter in there. Perhaps sensing my hesitation, Liu Jingsi knew my thoughts.

"Lili, it's okay; you'll understand after experiencing it once," she said, dragging me into a private room.

I didn't anticipate that just this one time would draw me completely in.

After we showered and changed into the club's attire, two well-built men walked over, both very handsome. This made my face flush with warmth.

Liu Jingsi said, "My close friend is here for the first time; make sure you take good care of her." As she spoke, she directly cuddled up with one of the hunks, and his powerful arms swiftly enveloped her in an embrace.

In his embrace, she seemed like a small cat, gently patting the man.

"Baby, let's go next door."

Watching the hunk carry Liu Jingsi out, the man remaining in the room spoke softly to me, "You lay down on the massage table first; I'll help you relax."

As soon as I lay down, I felt his hands on my calves, gently kneading.

Since my marriage, it was the first time I'd been so close to another man, coupled with uncontrollable fantasies about what would happen next, I was extremely tense, feeling my muscles tighten. Yet, he did nothing inappropriate, only methodically massaging me, which made me relax completely.

Once I relaxed, I truly felt the sensation of his hands on my body.

The moderate strength made all my muscles feel relaxed.

Suddenly, his hands exerted force; I couldn't help but moan slightly. Before I regained my composure, his strength lightened, sometimes heavy, sometimes light, and his fingers started pressing faster and faster. A tingling sensation surged from his hands to my heart, abruptly halting.

That feeling abruptly ceased; aroused desire couldn't be restrained anymore, my mind continually envisioned the upcoming wonderful events.

"I'm going to apply the essential oil now."

I first felt a coolness followed by his hands gently kneading, alternating between cool and warm, with the specialized technique creating an unprecedented sense of relaxation throughout, and his hands on increasingly sensitive areas.

"Quickly, these days, I've missed you so much I could almost go crazy."

Then Liu Jingsi's voice came through, and while immersed in the sensation on my body; now coupled with the sounds coming from next door, my breathing became uncontrollably rapid.

The man approached, bending over my ear softly, saying, "Darling, we're starting now."

"Ah..."

As soon as he finished speaking, a strange sensation spread through my body, causing me to cry out uncontrollably.