This is My Second Chance

I hated myself. I wanted to change, but I gave up too soon.



I blamed others for it. Why is it like this? Why am I not like them? Why me?



I laughed at everything to get a place. I knew I didn't belong, but who wouldn't want to make two or three friends.



I thought I'd changed, but I hadn't. I was still the same.



I'm sorry, Mum. I blamed you for all your hard work.



I'm sorry, Dad. I haven't been a good son.



But this is my second chance. I won't waste it.



Thank you...