Melancholy glisten.
We met in a different lifetime
I thought I was the man of your dreams.
You were everything I could want,
And I was everything you could need.
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Now, every time I wake up
I find myself at your front door...
Falling back into that nightmare
Where you don't love me anymore...
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Where you don't love the way I smile.
Where you no longer need my core...
In that dark place below the surface
Where the light cannot explore...
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And I was knocking day and night
For all those days, and months, and years...
You never let me in
More like a friend
Just confirming a lot of my fears...
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When I had first saw you, I tried to keep walking.
My heart tried to warn me, but I never listen...
I tried to avoid you, did not feel like talking.
I was drawn to your pain...a melancholy glisten...
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Now I feel so numb.
So numb.
So numb.
Where that furnace used to be...
I've never felt so dumb.
So dumb.
So dumb.
A statue carved so vividly...
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We met on a different timeline.
And I thought I was everything you could ever want...
Never needed to flaunt
My love for you.
No...I never intended to daunt.
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Now I dream of chasing your shadow
Right back to your front door...
Trying to find a new beginning,
That feeling
That I had way back then, before.
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Before all the trauma...
The damage...
The sorrow...
Before, when I had much more patience to borrow...
Back before I lost all of the essence of me...
Before loneliness gave way to new misery...
Back before you...
Back before we...
Back when my spark brought me
New clarity...
Back before...