I am not a queen because I rule, I rule because I am THE QUEEN.
Birthed in my heart. Alive in my veins…
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‘‘Don’t come any closer, stay where you are.’’
Nadezhda’s breaths came in shattered gasps as she fought to still the tremors that had seized her.
There was a time when she had moved principally selfishly- at least that was what she told herself.
But ever since the attachment of someone else- Zorgan, the most unexpected addition to her life– she had found out she was capable of a lot.
It horrified her.
‘Was it a terrible thing to live life for myself alone? To not be burdened by the existence of another?
Is it so awful to not want to care? To seek me and me alone?
Mother cared for another, sought a part of her life in the hands of another and he… he did not even take her cold hand before she was torched up in flames.
He had not shed one tear for her.