Torn Diary

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When Bai Xiaofei was thinking, he suddenly thought of the sexy photo of Yuan Xiaoyun that he had just seen.

Thinking about her lewd posture, he suddenly had this idea - if the woman in the room was Xiaoyun, what would her posture be like?

　　Bai Xiaofei imagined Yuan Xiaoyun's naked body being tenderly embraced by Qin Shou's thin body, enduring Qin Shou's 

fierce attack, while outside the window Yuan Xiaoyun's boyfriend Sun Yuze was ravaging her lower body, peeping at her guiltily - what a lewd scene that would be?

　　And if the person in the room was Yuan Xiaoyun, she was called Yanran by the beast, and she called the beast Yuze, double role-playing - how perverted would that be!

　　Bai Xiaofei came back to his senses and felt disgusted with his own thoughts. Sun Yuze was your best friend who you talked about everything with since childhood.

How could you fantasize about him and his girlfriend like this? However, once this thought came to his mind, it was hard to get rid of it.

　　Bai Xiaofei wanted to divert his thoughts and couldn't help but recall the warmth of their first encounter and the romance of their rainy night walk, but then he thought of those text messages and 

what happened to Yuan Xiaoyun and the other two suitors while she was in love with Sun Yuze.

　　Kissing and naked swimming?! Is the United States really so open? Or is Yuan Xiaoyun so promiscuous? But judging by her love for Sun Yuze and her attitude towards their first time together, she shouldn't be that kind of person, right?

　　When such a thought flashed through Bai Xiaofei's mind, he couldn't help but think of the sexy photo of Yuan Xiaoyun, 

the photo of her being raped by the white old man, and the nature of this diary - a diary of a cheating girlfriend!

　　Since it was an affair, the woman in the room was most likely Yuan Xiaoyun, otherwise Sun Yuze would not have written it above for no reason. Did he hear something else later?

That made him suspect that the woman in the room was his girlfriend, or was he just writing about his own experience after the text message fraud?

　　Bai Xiaofei thought Sun Yuze must have discovered something, but he couldn't be sure, or maybe he didn't want to be sure at the time, but deliberately ignored it, so there was such a deliberate blank and the question of who the woman in the last paragraph was, and the decision to treat it as a spring dream.

　　Actually, think about it, it was indeed strange that Yuan Xiaoyun left that night. They had carried out such an intimate activity, what kind of thing could have happened to make her abandon the warmth at that time and go back in a hurry?

　　Putting these questions aside, Bai Xiaofei continued to turn to the next page, perhaps the answer was there.

　　However, when Bai Xiaofei saw the content of the next page, he was obviously stunned for a moment, because he found that the content of the next page was more than half a year apart from the previous content, which was almost a year after Sun Yuze and Yuan Xiaoyun had been dating. Not only that, in the middle of this page, Bai Xiaofei could see obvious 

traces of a page being torn off.

　　Why was it torn up? Bai Xiaofei was puzzled. If no one else had handled this diary except himself, it could only be that Sun Yuze tore it up himself.

But the key question was why did he tear it up? Was the content too unsightly or 

was there something unspeakable?

　　Bai Xiaofei didn't know that he could only imagine based on his own thinking. Personal thinking is often very close to reality, but it can also be very far away.

　　Some things may only be known by the person himself, so I can only ask Sun Yuze in person! Bai Xiaofei sighed, and then he focused his attention on the diary at the back.

　　"I have always believed that my meeting with Xiaoyun was a fateful arrangement. Although we have only been together for less than a year, I know that we love each other deeply. The depth of our feelings seems to have accumulated over more than ten years, which makes 

us know that the other person is our lifelong partner.

　　But if that incident hadn't happened... would everything be the same as before? In the face of that deteriorated relationship, who can withstand the betrayal of whom?

　　Yes, if that hadn't happened…the conflict that had arisen because of my desire, and everything I had witnessed because of my worry…

　　In the face of the shocking truth, our deep love for each other not only failed to save us, but dragged us into the quagmire of desire and the abyss of the sea of desire in the mutual contradictions and struggles. All of this started from that day..."