The Weight of Want

The air between them was softer now, but no lighter.

Amelia stood in front of her newest canvas, hands smudged with color, her heart strangely still. Daniel's shirt hung off her frame, sleeves rolled up, collar open at her throat—she hadn't meant to wear it, but when she'd reached for her robe that morning, her fingers had found cotton that still carried the shape of his body.

He wasn't in the apartment. Not physically. But his presence lingered.

She could feel it in the way her breath slowed when she remembered how he'd traced her scars last night—not with pity, but with reverence, like reading lines of poetry on her skin.

He had touched her like she was holy.

And it terrified her.

Outside, the city moaned beneath the weight of morning. Inside, she dipped her brush again, but her hand hovered. The canvas stared back blankly. Not because she didn't know what to paint. But because, for the first time, what she wanted to express wasn't pain.

It was desire.

Pure. Honest. Unfiltered.

And that felt heavier than any grief she had ever known.

Behind her, the door opened quietly.

She didn't turn.

His footsteps were slow. Measured. She knew them now—how he walked differently when he was careful with her heart.

He stopped just behind her. Close enough to touch, but he didn't.

"I had a dream," Daniel said softly. "You were painting in the rain. Not to protect the canvas. Just... because you didn't care if it washed away."

She closed her eyes, brush still trembling in her fingers.

"And what did that mean?" she whispered.

He exhaled. "That maybe not everything beautiful needs to last to matter."

The brush dropped from her hand.

She turned.

And for a moment, neither of them moved. No grand declarations. No apology. Just breath, thick with unsaid longing. She reached out slowly, her fingers brushing his jaw, tracing the stubble she'd kissed in the dark.

"I'm not ready to promise forever," she said.

Daniel's eyes didn't flinch. "I'm not asking for forever."

"What are you asking for?"

He leaned in until his forehead rested against hers.

"Just... this. Just today. With you."

She kissed him. Not to claim. Not to convince.

Just to feel.

Because in that moment, wanting him was enough.

---