Jayden’s POV
“So what about you? Don’t you have practice?” she asked.
“I’m not going.” I chugged my water.
“What?! Why?!” she whined, playfully smacking my abdomen with her tiny hands.
“How about this,” I caught her fingers gently, “you stop hitting me, I take you to a nearby café, you order whatever you want, and then I walk you home?”
She scrunched her face a bit, pretending to think, then nodded.
So there we were, at the café. She rambled on about the most random things while I mostly just listened. It was chaotic but… fun. And just like that, we became friends.
Valerie’s POV
Jayden and I were getting closer, and I actually enjoyed being around him.
But the girls? God, they just wouldn’t stop. They wanted Jayden for themselves, and I was her target.
That’s why I kept cutting. My arms were already covered in scars, so I started cutting other places. It hurts… but it feels like I deserve it.
We don’t talk much when he walks me home, but I’m glad we do talk at all.
The rain poured hard. I rushed inside and went straight to my mom’s old room.
I counted the money I had left, and then… I spotted an envelope in the drawers labelled, “for my baby” written on it. I opened it, and inside was a letter:
“Dear Val,
I know times are hard and you’re trying to cope with the pain. I knew you’d run out of money, so I saved this for emergencies. Please stay safe for Mommy’s sake.
With love,
Mom”
Just reading it made my throat tighten. I couldn’t even cry—I just… felt numb.
I headed to the bathroom. I didn’t want to cut, but somehow it felt peaceful.
Watching the blood drip and hit the sink with that soft plop sound… it made the world quieter.
Twenty minutes later, after the cutting and a hot shower, I went to the kitchen. I opened the fridge, staring into it like it held answers.
“All this to myself and no one to share it with…” I whispered, licking my lips as I eyed some leftover chicken nuggets.
Then the voice came.
—Do this and you’ll become a fatty.—
I slammed the fridge shut.
After sighing for what felt like the hundredth time today, I looked up—and saw a figure.
My vision was blurry without my glasses, so I panicked. I pulled out a toy gun and pointed it straight at them.
“Wait! Wait, Valerie, don’t shoot! It’s me—Jayden!!” he shouted, throwing his hands up.
“Jayden?! Dude, what the hell?! Just, just why??” I lowered the toy gun and put it somewhere safe.
“Didn’t anyone teach you to knock? How’d you even get in?” I asked, running a hand through my hair.
“I’m really sorry—I used the back door. It’s pouring out there and I’m soaked. Can I stay here for the night?” He gave me those stupid puppy eyes and fake-shivered.
“Nice try. The shower’s on the left.” I pointed, unimpressed.
He grinned and started taking off his shirt. I didn’t mean to stare, but… I did.
My cheeks flushed deep red. He caught me.
“You done checking me out?” he smirked.
“N-no! I mean—yes! Ugh, shut up!” I cupped my cheeks, flustered.
He laughed and stepped closer. I felt so small in front of him.
Then he leaned in… and kissed me.
His lips were soft.
“Soft lips, baby,” he whispered with a smirk, then winked and headed to the shower.
I stood there, frozen.
I think I could’ve passed out.