I'm lost

The days that followed were all the same and Carmen didn't know what to do anymore. He was so distant and absent. He often came home late and even when she killed herself making him food, thus fulfilling her duty as a wife, it was as if he was completely blind. She had thought for a moment that she should leave the room and before she even took action, it was he who had done it. He no longer spent the night in their room and could spend hours on the phone and with the same person. She had thought that when he was back on his feet, he would do everything to find work but no, she had the impression that he didn't want to and given his expenses, she thought that he was still living at the expense of his friend. She could have remained indifferent to this but it was difficult because she loved him, she was in love with him and madly in love even. He no longer had time for her and yet she had to talk about it.