A paralyzing fear

It had only been a few hours since she left and yet Felix felt like it had been an eternity. It wasn't the fact that she was outside that he feared but knowing her in the middle of all these young students still on their feet with badboy looks that all the girls obviously liked. That was his real problem. When he remembered that she had said that he could call her, he picked up the phone and tried to dial her number several times but each time he gave up, thinking that she would certainly feel very suffocated and that 'she wouldn't believe that he was very clingywhich would not seem to be false. He no longer found satisfaction near the window where for three years he had gone to take refuge every morning to admire the neighborhood even though he never saw anything. She had come to turn his whole world upside down and there, he noticed that nothing had any meaning without her if it only lasted a few minutes.