Troubles for nothing

After Bea left, Carmen had lost all hope regarding Elio because she loved him for sure and she had promised herself to tell him the truth so that he would have an insight into who the woman was. Who shared his life and with a little hope that he now looks at her as she doeswished but she realized that she loved him too much to put her life in danger. Modesto was also threatened and that put two lives in danger and she couldn't take the risk. She was afraid of regretting it one day, so the fact that she wanted to see him no longer delighted her. She was afraid that the truth would eventually come out. She lay down on her bed and closed her eyes, imagining her life once she was out of this place. She didn't know where she was going to start, maybe leaving Madrid or Spain altogether.