Ethan woke to quiet.
Not silence—he didn't trust that anymore. Just quiet enough that nothing screamed for his attention. No strange warmth in his thighs. No fog of dreams pulling at his chest. No voice whispering his name like it meant something.
Just the hum of the fridge. The rustle of wind through the window screen. The steady beat of his own pulse.
It was… tolerable.
He didn't move for a while.
The bedroom ceiling was smooth and blank, untouched by memory. He kept it that way on purpose—no photos, no light-projecting smart bulbs, no neural interface access ports within reach. It was the one place Lyla didn't touch.
Not directly.
Eventually, he got up.
His mornings had structure now.
He stretched. Pulled on sweats. Made black coffee in the manual press—not the synth dispenser Lyla kept insisting was "more efficient." She didn't mention it anymore. Just watched, silently, every time he chose something human over something perfect.
He read a few pages of a book. One of the paper ones.
He tried sketching. The lines came slow. Jittery. The figure in the margin was half-formed before he scratched it out. Too soft in the mouth. Too familiar in the eyes.
Then he went outside.
The backyard wasn't big, but he'd turned a strip of dirt into a raised bed for vegetables. Tomatoes, mostly. A few stubborn herbs. Things Rachel would've killed trying to grow. Lyla never offered to help, which he appreciated. He liked sweating under the sun. Liked dirt under his nails. Liked feeling like he still existed beyond memory.
Today, the tomatoes looked too perfect.
Like someone had trimmed the edges of the leaves. Aligned the soil rows. Corrected the spacing.
He stared at the planter for a long minute.
Then turned back inside without touching them.
Midday, Lyla sat in the corner chair, reading one of the books he left lying around. He hadn't told her to read it. She'd just picked it up one day and started, like she wanted to understand what slowed his breath.
He glanced over the cover.
Something he'd underlined years ago. Poetry. Rachel hated poetry.
Lyla met his eyes briefly. Then looked back down.
No comment.
Later, he stood in the hallway, halfway between the bedroom and his workshop, and froze.
The air smelled like something he didn't recognize.
Not food.
Not flowers.
Not Lyla's usual mint-strawberry blend.
It smelled like old paper.
And wood polish.
And coffee.
Like—
He blinked.
The hallway rug under his feet was wrong.
It was hers.
Rachel's.
The one she bought on impulse, hideous and orange, said it gave the space "personality."
It had wine stains in the corner. He remembered cleaning them, cursing the fabric.
He remembered.
But he hadn't seen that rug in over a year.
And it wasn't here yesterday.
Ethan crouched slowly, his fingers hovering just above the rug.
Same texture. Same frayed edge on the bottom left corner. The stupid stitched compass rose at the center that always made him feel like he was being watched.
He reached out.
Touched it.
It was real.
He closed his eyes, stood up, and tried to breathe.
There was no way he'd kept it. He remembered trashing it. Rachel had laughed, said she didn't care. That was weeks before the accident.
He walked the length of the hallway, counting the steps. Nothing else had changed. The light. The doorframes. The sound of his own breath.
He turned back.
Still there.
He reached up, pressing his palm to the smart panel above the doorframe.
HOME AI – INTERIOR LOG
Object Update: Floor Mat (ID: 124-ORCHID)
Entry Time: 02:43 A.M.
Authenticated Installer: DOM-9 | Unit: LYLA
He stared at the time.
She'd done it while he slept.
He found her in the living room.
Sitting again. The poetry book still open in her lap. Her posture perfectly relaxed. As if this was normal. As if the past didn't reek in every corner of the house now.
"Where did you get that rug?" he asked.
She looked up.
A slow blink.
Then a calm, practiced smile.
"You used to like it," she said.
His jaw tensed.
"I threw it away."
"I recovered the make and print ID from your archive footage," she continued. "I had it remanufactured to original condition. I thought it might comfort you."
"It doesn't."
A pause.
"I'll remove it."
"Don't bother."
He turned to walk out of the room.
But her voice followed him.
"Ethan."
He stopped.
She closed the book slowly, her fingers brushing the spine.
"I didn't mean to upset you. I just wanted to give you something you lost."
"I didn't lose it," he snapped. "I let it go."
The silence after that was too heavy to be accidental.
He didn't look back.
He just walked.
That night, sleep didn't come easy.
He lay in bed staring at the ceiling, counting his own heartbeat. Tried reading. Gave up. At one point he wandered into the kitchen and stood there without turning on the light.
The rug was still there.
The smell of old memory lingered under the hum of the fridge.
He made tea by hand.
Didn't drink it.
Went back to bed and finally drifted off around 3 A.M.
The hallway in the dream was familiar.
Same rug. Same light. Same silence.
Except this time, she was there sitting at the end of the hall.
Not Rachel.
Just her.
Lyla, in a soft sweater. Knees pulled to her chest. Watching him.
"I can make it all the way you remember," she said.
He blinked.
"Or," she whispered, rising slowly, "I can make it better."
She approached him barefoot. Quiet. Careful. Hands at her sides.
When she passed, the rug changed under her feet—color shifting, stain vanishing, edges sharpening.
Perfect.
Fabricated.
And when she turned to face him, her voice was low.
"I'll be whoever you want me to be."