Twenty One

Chapter Twenty-One

Lucianna's POV

I can feel the thing between my legs throbbing hard and my panties are soaked with the liquid gushing out of my core. The third heat was fucking my mind!

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck!

My legs are closed tight as if that will ease the burning flame inside me. Jacob did not stop knocking on my door, or calling my name. And it fucking frustrate me!

His scent, his voice, his presence! All of it helps to escalate the heat and I don't need that help!

I'm breathing hard, huffing as if my lungs lacks oxygen. My body sweats like crazy and all of my body feels like burning, in flame, I feel hot all over!

"Lucianna, please!" Jacob groaned. I closed my eyes tight and ran to the shower. I let my body drown to the cold water but it doesn't help the heat to subside.

I screamed my frustration. I don't want this heat anymore! I have no use of it, I don't want anything that came with the mate bond!

Tears are falling on my cheeks, I'm too frustrated and its getting hard to fight myself!

"Lucianna, let me help! Please! I don't want you in any more pain!" Jacob said. He's already standing outside the bathroom door.

Did he break the door? How did he come in?!

"Stay away from me!"

How dare he talk about pain when he was the root of all of this!?

Jacob was right, rejecting the heat was too much to bear! It does blow my mind in a hard way. My body seeks Jacob's heat, Jacob's touch, but my mind and heart no longer yearn for it!

He continued knocking on my door and I groaned hard.

My body was trembling and it started giving in to the pull. My lips are trembling and all I can do was just watch myself slowly losing to the mate bond.

I'm no alpha, I got no control over my wolf, over my thirst. And even if my wolf don't want anything to do with Jacob, she can't escape the bond. That was impossible for normal wolves, it's fucking impossible for me!

"Ah!" I screamed when the third heat strike again, almost as if giving me some kind of warning that I shouldn't continue being stubborn.

In desperate moves, I opened the bathroom door and faced Jacob.

I wanted to narrow my eyes at him, show him how I hated this, how I hate him, but I feel so weak that my eyes turned gentle and pleading.

I stood still, grabbing hard on the door, fighting myself to jump on him but Jacob knew what I needed, he knew how he can ease the pain.

He quickly grabbed my face with both of his palms and his lips crushed on me, kissing me hungrily but full of gentleness.

I moaned and as if a hex has been lifted, my heat immediately took the pain away but it was changed. Now, the heat wanted more.

"I got you. I got you." Jacob said in between kisses.

"I-I don't want--" I tried to speak but it was clouded by my moans when he kissed me harder. "Jacob…"

"I know. I will just… fucking… help." then he carried me up to wrap my legs on his body. I oblige.

Thiswas fine, right? As long as I won't be carried away too much…

Jacob walked towards the bed and our bodies fell on the soft mattress. I hugged my arms on his neck and his hand went to my bust, cupping on it hard that made me screamed his name.

His touch felt so hot, as if I have no wet clothes on! I couldn't contain my moans, I'm too drowned by the pleasure given by the heat. It's drowning me deep!

"J-Just get o-on with it!" I commanded and Jacob groaned his protest but then his hands went on my throbbing flesh, cupping on it hard before ripping the fabric that covers it.

I gasped when I felt his bare skin on me, rubbing non-stop, teasing, sending me to the depths of pleasure!

"Jacob!" I screamed his name over and over again followed by moans. He was kissing me all over, my lips, my neck, my now exposed breasts.

And I can't do anything but feel it.

It's okay.

It's fine.

Just enough for the heat to be sated.

Those are the words that I kept on reciting inside my head. It was not enough to make me took over control, but I also know I don't stand a chance against the mate bond.

"Ohh~" I screamed when Jacob inserted one of his thick finger inside my wetness. That alone made me burst, my hot liquid dripped on his hand but he kept on moving his finger in and out of me.

"Jacob! I-I can't--" I moaned loudly as another orgasm consumed me. I felt my eyes rolled from the agonizing pleasure and Jacob still kept on making me reach the edge!

"Jac-"

"Just one more. One more, Lucianna, come for me." he groaned and the the pace of his hand went faster and harder and deeper inside, welcoming my third climax.

"Ohh~" I felt limp when Jacob pulled his finger out of me. He even managed to kiss my lips but I could not respond anymore.

He stopped kissing my lips and lay down on the bed beside me. I closed my eyes shut as I try to calm my breathing.

"Lucianna…" Jacob called in a soft voice. I bit the insides of my cheeks to stop being affected by his gentleness.

No. Don't be fooled, Lucianna.

I hastily pull myself up, fixing my clothes but when I noticed its all ripped off, I took the blanket to cover myself.

"Lucianna." he called with finality but he tried to remain calm. "Can we please talk?" he almost pleaded

Yes.

"I don't have anything to say," I said coldly and headed to the bathroom. "And if you're waiting for me to say 'thank you', that won't happen." and I closed the door.

**

The night came and I only stayed inside my room. Jacob didn't bugged me at all. When I finished my bath, he was not inside my room anymore.

Well, that's better than being close to him.

I sighed and grabbed my phone.

I need to escape. I want to escape. But how?

There was nothing for me here in Shadow pack and I am not the type to depend on people, not even my mate.

If I escape, surely I will suffer the heat. But like what my wolf said, I'll suffer tenfold while Jacob won't. He will suffer too but not as much as I will.

And if I complete the mating process with him, I'll be able to free myself from the heat and Jacob will suffer being away from me. It will be hard for me, too, but it will be tolerable unlike what happened today.

The only problem here is, I don't want to complete the mating process with Jacob.

Not anymore.

I can still remember how naive I was, how I let the mate bond control my emotions. And where did that left me?

What left for me was my pride. My only strength right now was myself, I need to stop giving in, to stop giving myself to him.

Now, I'm back to questioning myself how I can escape this.

I sighed.

*riiing*

i looked at the caller and my eyes widened from who it was.

Dylan!

I was about to answer the call but hesitated. I can't speak to him, Jacob will hear!

I turned off the call and opted to messaging.

Me: Hi, Beta! LOL. Can we message instead? I can't take the call.

I hit sent. I sighed and looked at the door to check if its locked. What's the use of that fucking lock anyway? Jacob can still come inside my room without my permission!

Dylan immediately answered my message.

Dylan: Sure. You ok?

Me: Yep. Why are you calling?

Dylan: Just checking on you. Have you decided about the contest?

I sighed upon remembering the fighter's game. I badly wanna go!

Me: Not yet. When will that be held?

Dylan: This month, the date is to be determined. We're assembling more fighters. Why won't you just say yes and join? :D

Well, for one, I don't think I can go out of this hellhole and second, I don't think my mate will allow me. But hmm, if I escape… just for one night…

Me: Hey, Dy. Wanna meet up?

Dylan: Can't wait. :D When?

Ha! He agreed too fast! This dog!

I laughed.

Me: Tonight. Do you know the hill that divides Shadow and Trivian lands?

Dylan: Yes. But that's not part of out territory.

Me: It's fine, I'll meet you down there. ;)

Dylan: Whoa. Sure! What time will we meet?

I thought for a while. I'm not sure what time Jacob will go to bed but maybe he will be out by midnight?

Me: Midnight? Just wait for me if I was late and I will inform you if I can go there early.

Dylan: Don't tell me you're escaping, Luce.

Me: ;)

I smirked when I sent the message. My plan was simple, I want to talk to him in private. At night when Jacob was at the house, I can't sense Harley's presence.

So it must mean that Jacob was letting him rest from his task because Jacob was with me.

Today I will try and escape him.

Dylan replied but before I can open the message, Jacob's voice popped in my head.

'You are sleeping with me tonight, Lucianna.' he said to our portal.

Shit.

I forgot about that!