Forty Five

Chapter Forty Five

Jacob's POV

"W-What if sombody sees… ohh~"

Lucianna's hand grabbed on my hair as tight as she could while the other was on the tree trunk for support.

She's pinned between the tree and me, with her leg placed on my shoulder and I'm on my knees, licking and sucking her perfect slit.

She's so damn sweet.

She must have finished her battle fast and well. I could tell she didn't even sweat a bit from the match she fought because of the faint the smell of it.

"You always taste so good, Lucianna…" I breathed in her wetness and flicked my tongue on her slit back and forth. That earned a sweet loud moan coming from her lips.

"J-Jacob… what if someone--Ahh!"

I sucked her bud hard, not letting her finish her sentence as I am drowned into the taste of her. Her taste was giving me an addiction and I don't think I'll ever get tired of this sweetness and her moans.

"Nobody will dare to come here."

I will never let her be seen this way. This sight, this noises, this sweetness… it's for no one else but me.

 Thinking in advance, I already given instructions to nearby stationed guards and Harley's making sure they are out of range.

Spreading her wide, I had a much better access of her wetness and I waste no time to use my tongue in good use.

Her hole was so wet and all the liquid coming from her tastes so fucking delicious!

"P-Please… put it in! You're driving me crazy…"

I stopped working on her lower parts and moved my way up to her exposed breasts.

These babies need some loving, too.

I'll be a hypocrite if I won't admit how much I want to be inside her the moment she showed her overly affection but I enjoy seeing her this way.

Wanting.

Pleading.

Begging.

I can feel how much she wants me and I love it more than shoving my hardness into her.

"Ohh~ I think you're doing it on purpose…" she figured, murmuring through gasped breath.

I chuckled and pressed my forehead with her. Her leg was hanged on my arms and my teeth gritted from how hot she looks right now.

All for me.

She's for me.

She's mine.

My manhood was raging with hard desire, I've never been this hard for any other woman but with just looking at her emerald eyes… I lose all control.

"Guilty as charged, baby. I want you the same of what you makes me feel…"

The tip of my arousal aligned with her core, getting drenched by her flowing love juice. My whole body trembled from how it turned me on, the warmth and slippery feeling of her drives me to the edge…

Ugh, I can't take it anymore.

I plunged inside her hard, thrusting deep inside her wetness.

Lucianna cried in pleasure and I groaned as her walls tightened around my shaft in the most agonizingly good way.

"I want you insane like I am to you…"

I thrust twice in a slow but deep and hard pace. Lucianna clung to me tight, losing the strength of her knees while I continue moving with the same motion as I goes in.

She called my name as if to complain but it came out pleading and begging for more. There was no way I can resist giving her more…

I groaned when her voice fueled the flames of desire burning inside me.

When I looks at her, she turns me on. When she touches me, she makes me hot. When she kisses me, I'm losing control. But there was something different once she moans with so much pleasure, it's surreal and its making me mad like an animal.

"Goddammit, Lucianna! You're turning me on too damn much!"

"Ahh~ I'm a-almost…" her words were taken over by her moans.

Mixture of groan and growl escaped my throat. Fuck! I'm almost there as well!

I lifted her up and my hands grabbed on her round butt as I started to ram in and out of her with inconsistent pace.

I'll go nice and slow, taking in the feels of her as I glide in and out. Then fast and deep whenever the pleasure was too much for me to bear.

I continued to change the rhythm so I could make her feel much better, but I'm the one being brought to the edge!

"J-Jacob!" she moaned hard, tightening around me as she reached her climax.

It's as if I'm being strangled by her walls and forcing me to reach my edge. To release with her.

Her body trembled and the vibrations added the pleasure of her tightness.

I looked at her flushed face, her eyes are closed while biting her plump lips in the sexiest way. Her breasts wiggle all over the place from the motion of our hips grinding without any sense of direction.

The sight was making the pleasure wilder than it already is.

Damn it, I'm gonna cum as well!

My breathing heaved and one of my hand grabbed her by her nape for a wild kiss which she quickly returned.

I pinned her more to the tree as my hand let go of her butt and found its way to her sensitive bud, rubbing and playing with it to intensify her on-going climax.

Her moans of pleasure echoed in my head and a curse escaped my mouth as I spilled inside her, filling her to the brim.

"I love you so much, Lucianna…" I whispered in her mouth and kissed her again.

Our bodies are still one and both of our breaths are in sync as Lucianna's embraced tightened.

"More… Jacob, I want more…" her voice was weak but the longing in it was too evident that it didn't escaped me.

I kissed her hard and rough.

Damn it. I want more of it, too! I wanted to explore her more, I don't think I'll ever get tired of it!

"Someone is thirsty…" I teased and kissed the bridge of her nose. Her eyes are closed but there's a ghost of smile on her lips.

"I am. Too much and I won't deny it." she answered.

I groaned and picked her up. There's no way I'll let her sleep a blink tonight.

"We'll continue this at home, baby." I said and started running down the hill.

"W-Wait! Clothes!"

Ugh. I don't think I can wait for that, my arousal was awakening once again even without an interval rest.

I ignored that fact that we're both naked and enhanced my speed even more, reaching the forest and our home fast.

"Jacob! What if someone saw us!" she complained half-heartedly as she covers her face with her hands.

"I'm sorry, baby, but you're not the only one who's thirsty for more."

**

Lucianna moved only to flinch when she felt the soreness of her body. I immediately held her and placed her back on my chest.

"Stay still. Don't be hard-headed." I murmured. A smile crept on my face when she groaned her complain.

The sun was almost up and I couldn't count how many times we did it. Yet, I'm ready for more. If she isn't tired from it all, I might've attacked her again/

There's this thing with the mate bond that acts like a gift for male wolves, especially the Alpha. With every mating I shared with Lucianna, I grew stronger and I can feel the highs of it through my veins.

But with it, I am also getting more hungrier of my mate.

"I don't think I could move a muscle…" she whimpered.

A chuckle escaped my mouth which earned a beating from her.

"Ow!" I pretended to be hurt.

"You sly, my arms are weak so I know it doesn't hurt!

I laughed hard. She's so cute to tease!

"You asked for it, don't forget." I grinned.

She rolled her eyes and pushed her head in my chest more. Aw, does my mate feels embarrassed right now?

"I kept saying 'stop' halfway, though."

I nestled my nose in her hair. She smells like breeze and summer altogether, the scent was so relaxing…

"You're not sincere enough when you said it."

"Ugh! But I am!"

 I can feel her pout on my chest.

"I'm sorry. There's just no way to stop when you started it, its a major turn on, baby."

"Fucker." she whispered.

I chuckled again and kissed her hair.

"Now, can you tell me what's wrong?"

I might've gave in with her temptation but that thought was hard to let go. She met my brother, she looked off when I saw her. My head kept saying something was not right…

"Hmm?"

"Lucianna, did my brother said anything to piss you off?"

She was silenced for a second before shaking her head.

"I'm not angry, what made you think that? And your brother didn't really talked to me, though he irritates me a lot." she sighed. "I hate him."

My heart was pounding and I don't seem to calm down from what she confesses.

"Are you sure?"

"Of course. I would've tell you if he did say something."

"Then why?"

I sighed.

Lucianna looked up to meet my eyes and her expression was baffled.

"What 'why'?"

"You're not in heat when you initiated to make love to me. Heck, you're not even the type to do that. Can you explain to me what you mean by this?"

Lucianna bit her lip and chuckled before burying her head on my chest once more.

"Should I answer that now? Will not knowing frustrate you so much that you won't be able to sleep a blink?" she said in a playful voice, partly giggling even.

I couldn't read her mind, and there's no soul of emotion that flows through our bond right now. I was kept in the dark, just wondering.

"Is it hard to answer? I won't force you to say anything if it is…"

"Hmm…" she paused to think. "Got any idea? Share it to me. I'd love to hear what you're thinking."

I sighed. She was playing right now.

But I have no time for a game.

I moved my hand away from her head, pressing my elbow for support as I distance myself from her a little bit. I need to see her face. I want to see her face if we're going to talk about my thoughts.

Because what's in my head was killing me.

"You've finally decided." I stated and watched her expression for any cue, for any admission or denial but found nothing. "It's either you're accepting me despite our past, or you wanted out of… all of this."

It was weird.

The way her eyes looks at me was weird.

It has no expression, like she has mastered the art of concealing her own feelings. I can't get to her, I can't read her mind, I have no choice but to wait for her to open her mouth.

Our gazes fought for a whole minute.

And then her lips formed a smile.

"I think…" she started and intentionally cut her words.

My heart was beating fast and I watched, not her eyes, but her lips for the next thing she will say.

"...you're thinking too much. I am yet to decide anything, okay?"

I sighed in relief.

"Jacob, if I know what I want to do with you… with this… you'll know."

She caressed my cheek and only then have I felt the peace inside my chest.

"Alright. So, I'll assume you're just horny?" I smirked.

There's no need to keep a heavy atmosphere, right? The girl says no, I shouldn't let my overthinking get ahead of me.

She laughed hard. "Too horny, I think?"

I lick my lips and bite on it. "Yeah, I can attest to that." then I bend down to give her a kiss. She met my lips and kissed me back.

And damn, I'm hard and ready.

Before I could reach my hand to touch her, she pushed me a bit and our lips parted.

"Nope. We're going to sleep."

I groaned hard and narrowed my eyes at her when she chuckled. You enjoy frustrating me like this, huh?

"All right. Sleep, then." I pulled her head to my arms, snaking my hands on her waist and she snuggled me perfectly.

Even her figure fits perfectly on mine.

**

The sun was up high and I was late for work at the Hall but that was not the first thing I have in mind when I opened my eyes.

It was the fact that Lucianna was not sleeping beside me.

"Lucianna?" I called.

Is she making breakfast?

On instinct, I traced her presence all over the house but found none of it.

Where did she go? Did my mother snatched her again?

I groaned and urged myself to stay out of the bed to continue looking for her. As I pushed the blanket off my body, I saw something fell from the bed.

A lightweight, thin, and perfectly folded paper was now on the floor.

I frowned and grabbed it lazily. Maybe she did went out with mother to leave a note. I know its from Lucianna because the piece of paper smells like her.

Jacob,

Aren't life full of sarcasm?

I think mine contains of nothing but irony while fate is laughing as it watch me crawling to my demise.

I have thought of giving you a chance, to see if I will feel something different if I see how you prove yourself to me. But I didn't. Your changes never changed my feelings. You're hard-work of proving yourself didn't moved my heart. All I have with me is revenge, pain, and despise of having you as my mate.

I thought I'll forget… eventually. Who would expect that I was once a girl who have no one, but a dream of having a mate. Even without knowing you, I gave you a position in my life, hoping that you will take me out of this lonely world. But then, where did that take me? My dream was crushed, and you inflicted nothing but pain that is impossible to be fixed anymore.

I've had enough of mating and I know I'll be off your way for a long time. I have finally decided to leave you. I can no longer fake my smiles, I can no longer force myself and act happy around you. Seeing how you easily moved on with what you've done to me is hell to watch.

We've made a truce. You're going to set me free. I don't want to see you around. In time, when I'll have to need your body again I will come for my satisfaction so I could stay away from you longer.

And you will do your part.

Otherwise, if you force yourself to me, I will end my life. Nothing seems worthy to live for me anymore but finding my own peace. Without you by my side.

-L

The sun was up but darkness seems to ate the bright light of my life. I… forgot when was the last time I teared the way I am now…