All this took place in about six weeks. "Hush!" said she one night,
"some one is listening." I could hear nothing, but she whispered, "Go up
to the garden." I did. It was dusk, and I thought I saw a figure enter
the garden parlour, just as I got up the garden stairs. All were out
but me and the two servants. Cook at the same time went up the
kitchen-stairs, calling out loudly, "Harriet, is Master at home, do you
know?"
A few days afterwards when at our fun, we stood in the door jamb;
Harriet was at the top of the house. Said cook, "If I push you hard by
the shoulders, go out into the garden at once, without saying a word."
It was nearly dark. The kitchen garden-door was shut, but she opened it
wide, before we went to work. I had my prick against her cunt, when a
push came; off I went buttoning up, and after a time across the garden,
into the parlor. Afterwards Harriet brought up lights, her eyes cast
down as usual. The next day the cook whispered to me, "It was that bitch
Harriet watching, I found her coming downstairs with her shoes off,
saying she wanted a candle;--but I will be even with her."
I never had the cook but once after that. She would not let me. The two
servants quarrelled so, that my mother threatened to dismiss both. When
I tried it on with Brown, she said, "Why don't you ask Harriet, you
young devilskin?" I told her there was no chance. She said she was quite
sure that I should not be the first. Another day she repeated it saying,
"I bet she will let you, the baker has had her I believe." Then she put
me up to watching the baker with Harriet. The man came in the afternoon.
Just when I returned one afternoon, I posted myself at the garden
entrance-gate from the fore-court, from which door ajar, I could see the
street-door. The baker after giving her a kiss, made a poke at her quim
outside her clothes, which she returned by knocking a loaf against his
trowsers just by his tool, and laughing. This I told the cook, who said,
"She will let you, if you try, young devilskin, she has seen you and
your cods naked." "Seen me naked?" "Both of us have," and then she told
me how.
Opposite my bed-room door at the end of the room, was a cheval-glass,
between it and the door was my sponging bath, then a big tub. Any one
looking through the key-hole could see me naked, when I was in it.
I took the bath directly I was up, which was at about the time the
servants went down. Many a time have I looked at myself naked in the
glass, making my prick stand, to see how I looked in that condition.
Both servants had seen me so. They had sometimes arranged the key so as
to leave the hole clear. Never had it occurred to me that I should be
so looked at, although I had often looked through a key-hole myself,
at women. The cook made this clear to me, by standing in the tub and
requesting me to look at her through the keyhole.
We arranged that I should bathe the next morning and suddenly open the
door. "Pull your cods about well, and I warrant Harriet will look as
long as she can," she said. I did so, heard the servants door carefully
open, and then frigged my cock, till it was as stiff as a poker.
Stepping out of the bath with a towel, as if to dry myself, I opened the
door suddenly, and found Harriet just rising from a stooping position.
She rushed downstairs but quietly for fear of awaking my mother. For all
that I could not make up my mind to try Harriet, but tried to get Brown
again. "No thank you, young devilskin," said she "not with that bitch of
Harriet about."
Then I had a strange erotic fancy. Randy with abstinence and fearful of
Harriet, I took to frigging and spending against a piece of paper pinned
against the wall of my room, opposite to the glass, and when standing in
the tub.
Autumn was coming. As I could not then get leave of absence, my mother
with my sister from school, and little brother, went without me on a
visit to my aunt in H--f--shire, leaving an old female relative who was
very deaf, to take charge in her absence. Cautioning her especially to
make me comfortable, and look sharp after the servants, she said that
she could not bear them and would perhaps dismiss them on her return;
for she had heard them using foul language to each other. I heard this.
Cook gave me unasked her opinion, that Harriet would let me sleep with
her. Instigated by her, I asked Harriet how I looked naked. She did not
reply, and went downstairs. I overheard them quarrelling. Afterwards I
asked her before the cook. She did not know what I meant, she said.
I then asked the cook if she had not been looking at me through the
key-hole. Cook laughed saying, "He caught you, Harriet once, he caught
you." "You are a liar," said Harriet. "Oh! if it comes to that," said
cook, "we have both seen you naked a dozen times." There was a row
interrupted by my deaf relative coming home. The same afternoon cook
whispered to me, "Come to our room when we are both in bed."
That night with candle in my hand and in my nightshirt I crept
stealthily into their room; both were awake, Harriet sat up in bed
staring at me. When I entered cook asked me what I wanted. I replied,
"To see as much of them as they had seen of me," and pulled up my
night-gown to my waist. Cook laughed, Harriet said, "Now leave the
room." "If you are a fool and make a row," said cook, "we shall be both
sent off." Just then we did hear some sort of noise, cook sat up and
listened. "It is nothing," said she, and with a grin laid down. I drew
off my night-shirt, standing then naked, and Harriet laying down with a
modest look; I felt encouraged, extinguished the light, and jumped into
bed by the side of Harriet. The bed was so small I was obliged to hold
on to her, to prevent myself falling out. She turned round her bum
towards me and got close to the cook, which gave me more room; and for a
minute we all three lay as close as three herrings in a barrel.
Darkness encourages baudiness. Harriet had tucked her clothes tight
round her, but I could feel her bum outside, and there did not seem much
of it. I tried to push my fingers between its cheeks, and there was
much struggling and quiet complaining on her part, and joking on mine.
Harriet appealed to the cook to help her, but she only chaffed and
chuckled. At length putting my hand towards the bottom of the bed, I got
hold of her night-gown end, gave it a pull, and it came clean up, the
next moment my naked body met hers from her heels to her waist. She gave
a howl, cook said, "I'll go into young devilskin's room, and leave you
to take care of him," got up and went across to my room, and into my
bed; and there was Harriet and I in bed alone.
She seemed furious, I felt her over, she was powerless, I dared her
to call out, and at last in one of her writhings to escape my fingers,
getting on her back; I rolled on to her and pinned her under me with my
weight; but her legs were tightly closed, and so for a moment I laid
my stiff prick between the shelving of her thighs, the tip just laying
buried in the hair of her cunt.